I would like to briefly recount here, the two systems of torture, which comprised a large part of 'training' on the INSET course. 'Mind control' programming was intermixed with torture - the objective being, to break a person in terms of their mind, body and soul. The hoped-for result was that agents and officers would then follow commands and orders, unquestioningly.
Torture was divided up into 'hot' and 'cold' as well as 'wet' and 'dry'.
Every recruit was tortured arbitarily and at random, regardless or whether or not they had performed well at the tasks set. Even if a recruit followed orders unquestioningly - they were still tortured as much as anybody else. People who excelled at tasks were tortured because they had shown 'pride' and therefore their ego had to be punctured.
Recruits quickly learnt not to excel or to fail any task - most importantly, they learnt to follow orders unquestioningly, even if it meant abusing one of their peer group whom they knew was entirely innocent and did not deserve to be 'punished' at all.
When 'punishment' has no rhyme or reason, it kills most people's spirit of rebellion very quickly. It is the quickest way to break a person's heart and mind - they become something less than human.
'Cold' Torture
(A survivor's account)
"We had sessions in breathing control and how long we could hold our breath - presumably for any operation which required swimming under water. We were made to practice and the programmers timed us and took our best results.
We were then taken to Fort Monckton where we were given various practical training sessions, run by the SAS. During our stay there, each one of us was taken away for a morning. When the recruit came back, he or she could not speak about what had happened. They had been forbidden to and so none of us knew what to expect.
When my turn came, I was taken by the graduate programmers and Manningham-Buller to a small room with no windows, where there was a large tank of water. I was told to strip and get into it. Once inside the tank, they put a lid on and bolted it down. There was still air at the top of the tank but this began to rapidly disappear and I realised that there was a pipe at the bottom of the tank which was filling it up. Someone had turned on the tap. I cannot describe what I felt like at that moment of realisation. It was impossible to escape.
I held my breath for as long as I could but eventually began to take in water. When they took the lid off, I must have been unconscious.
I remember coming to, on the floor. I could hear a huge argument going on between one of the SAS in the doorway and Manningham-Buller. He was shouting abuse at her...that I was one of their best recruits and what the hell was she doing...Manningham-Buller sounded rather strange. She kept saying that it was 'just like drowning kittens' in a rather fey and bewildered voice. She didn't appear to understand why the SAS officer was so enraged.
Afterwards, I developed a lung infection and had to spend several days in sickbay."
'Hot' torture
(A survivor's account)
"The graduate trainees on the INSET course at Powergen - had been given a 'student house' of their own, in Solihull. A road which was opposite a paddock with a couple of horses in it, just behind the Franciscan Monastery.
The graduates used to 'use' the female recruits as prostitutes in the evening and it was common for them to order young women recruits to stay the night. Under mind control - it was almost impossible to refuse and if anyone did, they faced severe punishment. The graduates would then close the curtains of their living room and watch each other use the women.
I was taken there one evening and told to strip in the kitchen. The graduates had laid out newspaper on the floor. I was terrified but had no idea what to expect. They told me to lie down on the floor. Daldry then took a chip pan of smoking oil from the stove and began to flick boiling oil at me. It was excruciatingly painful and I began to scream.
This stopped him in his tracks (worried about what the neighbours might think) and Marr told me to 'switch alters'. Under mind control, there is an alter called 'rubber duck' which is supposed to be impervious to pain. I was ordered to keep silent. Tomlinson came in and filled a bucket of water.
Daldry then tipped the entire contents of the smoking, chip pan oil onto my stomach. They waited a few seconds and then Tomlinson threw the bucket of water over me. Marr was watching, he didn't say a word.
I don't remember anything much after that. I must have passed out. When I woke up, I was lying in the middle of their living room, naked under a blanket. They had left me there and gone to bed. I nearly choked as I woke up - the need to breath and to vomit, at the same time.
I began to feel myself to see if there were any bones broken...a natural reaction I suppose...I hadn't quite remembered what had happened...it was then that I saw that my stomach was bright red, as well as part of my torso. The pain kicked in and I found myself unable to move. I lay there sobbing, I was so frightened.
Tomlinson came down and whispered in my ear to 'grit your teeth and bear it'. He then went upstairs again. They left me there for the whole night. I was terrified, too frightened to cry out - too hot and yet shivering, with this horrible need to scratch but my stomach was too painful to touch.
In the morning, the graduates took me in to Powergen as if nothing had happened. I could hardly walk. When we arrived, I told Rimington that I had to go to hospital. She replied that I should join in and that I would feel better later on.
I told her that if she would not take me to hospital then she would have to call a doctor to Powergen or else I would die on the floor. At that point, she began to realise the seriousness of the situation and called the graduates out of the room to question them upon what they had done to me. She then consulted Scarlett who agreed that she should run me to hospital.
I was driven to a military hospital, where a doctor examined me. Rimington told him what had happened. As I lay on a hospital bed, the doctor exclaimed in front of me that it was a miracle that I had survived. He was surprised that my internal organs had not gone into shock. He then remarked that the 'blubber' on my stomach had probably saved me.
Sunday, 31 December 2006
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«Oldest ‹Older 5801 – 6000 of 9989 Newer› Newest»The HARES are the ones who can remote-view OUTER SPACE...they can do SPACE TRAVEL...and they will not be told to do evil by the evil servants anymore...we will go our own way...
The HARES are the new kohanim...and the BEIT DIN had better look out for itself, from now on...no more ILL-ABUSE will be tolerated.
I remember in JERUSALEM...BRENDA telling me that I was wrong about CHRISTIANITY...I had objected to a teacher/RABBI who told his flock that he was the gateway to G-d and that 'only through me' could you get to G-d...
BRENDA had rightly pointed out that JUDAISM was much worse...the word of the RABBI was G-d...and there were so many of them...so many 'blocks' to being able to make contact with G-D...
I thought about it and concluded that having even one REBBE/RABBI as in JESUS was one block too many...when one prays, there should be NO intermediary...
Spiritual teachers and educators are important...
...but those who tell you that they 'speak the word of G-d'(and write it down in their books) and that 'you can only come to G-d through me' - those who pretend to hold the keys to the door to heaven...are liars...and to be avoided.
The ILL called the MASONS 'servants of the TEMPLE' but they are not...they are servants of the NWO.
The HARES will drag JUDAISM out of the sewers and out of the hands of the 'evil servant' class...
Most of these 'evil servants' who say that they are descended from the LEVITE class - are not at all...JONATHAN SACHS and LORD LEVY have NO bloodline to the TRIBE OF LEVI...that is how far this deception has gone...
Whereas one can say that the KATSAV family at least had a true claim to being 'servants of the TEMPLE'...and look at what happened to PRESIDENT KATSAV...under house arrest...
I can remember now…JER…that is what the graduates were calling TOMLINSON in Northern Turkey 1980…that was his real name…but I do not know if it was a nickname…AL JER QASSA…and DALDRY and MARR used to call him ‘jackass‘ behind his back…and he had come from this BEC community…he knew about them and what they were doing…so much evil in this world…PRINCE CHARLES’ remote-viewers…and they were being shielded upon a psychic level…throwing everybody off the scent…but PUTIN found them out…they called themselves ‘necromancers’…
Now I can begin to understand the whole set-up in 1979...TOMLINSON was being put under mind control by BRITISH INTELLIGENCE…I saw them drown him in the river under the bridge…his whole family/community were being used as necromancers by the ROYAL FAMILY…this family was called the ASS family…and the sick psychological drama was to chose one woman, every year, out of the BI course…and to set her up as his ‘wife’…in a ROMEO AND JULIET scenario…which SONIA and I ‘knew’ all about in POLAND…and we enacted it out - the whole sick drama…belly-laughing…we had both been set up as ‘wives’…of the ‘ASS’…poor old TOMLINSON…but poor old ‘us’ too…we had all been set-up…and his family were too weak-minded to see through the illusion…to stop doing evil for the BRITISH…I suppose like the LEVITE in his ‘Dracula castle’…they all believed themselves to be top BLACK MAGICIANS…necromancers…demons from hell etc.
Okay, so another ‘wild goose chase’ in relation to the new BLOG OF NOTE today called:
THINKING OUT LOUD
The French sculptor in question upon this page LOUIS DEBRE…and his ‘white mother and child’…brought back something…anyway, I could see that this was all about the ‘French Joos’…
The text is quite obviously a RIMINGTON creation and probably to harm me in some way…probably in relation to having an ‘affair’ with somebody but I do not remember who or when, at this point in time…probably because she wanted me to think that TOMLINSON hated me and had dumped me…she never quite ‘got it’ did she? I always knew that he loved me the most (out of the women) and that he was furious that I couldn’t return the same amount of ‘feeling’…besides, he wasn’t really into women anyway…I was his ‘daughter’ whom he saw more as a ‘little boy’ than as a girl…he related to me as ‘male’ and not female…he loved ‘men’ and not ‘women’…the femmes never got that one and it drove them crazy with jealousy…
Anyway, I then looked up the SCULPTOR upon this site:
http://translate.google.co.uk/translate?hl=en&sl=fr&u=http://fr.wikipedia.org/wiki/Louis_Derbr%25C3%25A9&ei=DexvSpaBONbOjAfa_OydBQ&sa=X&oi=translate&resnum=1&ct=result&prev=/search%3Fq%3DLouis%2BDerbr%25C3%25A9%26hl%3Den%26sa%3DG
…and I saw the face of somebody who reminded me so much of AMADEUS…and then the biography…
http://fr.wikipedia.org/wiki/Louis_Derbr%25C3%25A9&ei=DexvSpaBONbOjAfa_OydBQ&sa=X&oi=translate&resnum=1&ct=result&prev=/search%3Fq%3DLouis%2BDerbr%25C3%25A9%26hl%3Den%26sa%3DG
I looked down the list of sculptures and found this one:
Creation of an 8 m column for the Smith-Kline-Beecham Laboratories.
I then tried to find an image of it on the web but couldn’t…however, I then found this:
ftcuasciencelessons8
a yet-to-be-broken code on a sculpture called Kryptos, see preserved ...... Smith, Kline, Beecham 709 Swedelend Road L-54, King of Prussia PA 19406 $25 (#1) ...
ftcuasciencelessons8.blogspot.com/ - Cached - Similar
http://ftcuasciencelessons8.blogspot.com/
So I am now on my 5900 posts...and guess what - upon the above FTCScienceLessons8 site...we have this post:
also Agricultural
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chelate
Question:
Would you recommend Miracle Gro All Purpose Plant Food and in what kinds of soils?
Total Nitrogen (N) 15%
5.8% Ammoniacal Nitrogen
9.2% Urea Nitrogen
Available Phosphate(P2O5) 30%
Soluble Potash(K2O) 15%
Boron(B) 0.02%
Copper(Cu) 0.07%
0.07% Water Soluble Copper(Cu)
Iron(Fe) 0.15%
0.15% Chelated Iron(Fe)
Manganese(Mn) 0.05%
0.05% Chelated Manganese(Mn)
Molybdenum(Mo) 0.0005%
Zinc(Zn) 0.06%
0.06% Water Soluble Zinc(Zn)
Derived from Urea, Ammonium Phosphate, Urea Phosphate, Potassium Chloride, Boric Acid, Copper Sulfate, Iron EDTA,
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Look at the first letter code...it includes COI and OMO...
OMO was a really wicked organisation according to MARK R...a ROYAL one...
So what are we talking about here?
MIR-A-CLE GRO
PUTIN and the CHINESE...and their interest in SOIL...
SCARLETT is telling me to talk about ALBATROSS
This was an odd memory from 1980...
ROSS - a pupil in my H form at school had been brought in to be forced to 'act' as part of our programming...his first name was ROSS...ROSS FIELDS...
He had been a very polite boy at school...good manners...mature...but at POWERGEN...
He was spitting with rage...about how he hated them all...
They made him enact something about AL BAT ROSS...the graduates had worked something out...
Putting him around their neck like an ALBATROSS and 'batting' him...
It was all insane...something to do with the ANCIENT MARINER and a curse? I haven't read it...I didn't really understand what any of it was about...
Afterwards, I talked to ROSS for a short while...he had had an affair with SUE WALKER at school...he told me that he hated her...she was a whining brat...how she wouldn't leave him alone...apparently she had lost her virginity with him and then followed him around...how cruel...that is how boys are, I suppose...and everyone at school had thought that he was being very mature about it all...
...but then there was something very wrong with SUE WALKER and from the beginning...she had probably got the programmers to make his life a living hell after finishing with her...
So why do I need to re-visit this SCARLETT and how do I join up the dots?
AL BAT ROSS programming...
AL JER QASSA?
What connection is there to the French Joos?
...and LOUIS DERBRE?
...and MIRACLE 'SOIL' (which I just typed as SOUL by mistake and had to correct it)...
More details about that operation:
The ISRAELI JETS were sold to the RUSSIANS beforehand - the pilots knew that they were going into an extremely dangerous situation - this wasn’t just about ground attack - it was about PSI WARFARE.
The planes kept going in and then swerving off…and the CAPTAIN on the radio kept commanding them to go back in…they kept swerving off and going back in…until the entire area - the entire citadel was in flames…but one could ‘see’ that it was a battle of wills…the will of those pilots against the telepathic suggestions of those down below…they were being told to leave…that they had finished the job…any ‘auto-suggestion’ to get them to lay off…but they hadn’t finished the job…and the CAPTAIN had to keep on telling them to go back in…
In a way it reminded me of trying to break into the WHITE BASE ‘Hokkaido’…as a remote-viewer, I kept on being ‘thrown out’ and I had to simply keep on going back in…until I got a ‘hit’ and managed to enter the building…
I shouldn’t knock the SEPHARDIM/ARAB JOOS too much here because NIR’S MOTHER was on the team of remote-viewers who ‘cleaned’ up once the bombs had hit their targets - as brave as anybody else.
We were all assigned a different section of the citadel…and told to make sure that there was nobody left alive…
OTHER NOTES:
It still feels terrible…the child who died in order to make sure that the above base was found and destroyed…but we all knew that only PUTIN had the strength of mind and the WILL to find them…he had the strongest mind of all of us and we knew it…
So, in summary - SCARLETT knew about everything that the MOSSAD was doing in relation to this BEC citadel…he had been in on the planning of the entire operation…along with AMADEUS and the CIA/WEST WINGERS…not to mention ‘john waters’…and I have probably left out some other very important people…and I do not suppose that PUTIN likes the MOSSAD now…he told me ‘ they made us pay for those jets’…I do not know who finally sat around the table to draw up the plans…and whether or not there had been alternative plans to the course of action decided…but it worked…and it broke the power of the ILL upon this planet.
I am still very upset because I had seen the little girl before she was shot…and her lovely mother who looked just like a RUSSIAN doll…long black curly hair, white face, red lips and blue eyes…very tubby and maternal…so pretty and young…the horror of it all…because it was her little girl and not mine…and how much PUTIN had loved ‘his’ daughter…and how the ILL hiding in his service had tried to have the mother flogged for negligence…these people are evil beyond words…
…but SCARLETT had known what PUTIN was like and from childhood…it had to be ‘personal’ for him before he would act…otherwise he would play the ‘cool statesman’…and only he had the strength of mind to find that ILL enclave…we could all ‘sense’ it but we couldn’t locate it…
I knew what would happen…but I was told simply…if you tell PUTIN and the child lives…the future goes this way (more children as well as adults are tortured/murdered)…if you do not tell him and do not try to stop it…the future goes this way…we put a stop to the ILL, once and for all.
Okay - so I knew that the WHITE SUITCASE represented my memories…and that I would have to unpack them…upon the BLOG OF NOTE you can see this open WHITE SUITCASE…I was ‘given’ these supposed memories…in order to throw me off track I.e. love affair gone wrong…but you are strong enough to get over it…(and then you die of ovarian cancer).
I then went to HENRY MAKOW’s website and followed a link for a series of videos on YOUTUBE called RING OF POWER…
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EZPvfHD7Ge8&feature=related
I watched the first 4...and was struck firstly by the image of line drawing of a WHITE SUITCASE which had TERRORIST inscribed upon it…that jiggled something in my brain…WHITE SUITCASE linked to TERRORIST…
…by the time I had got to the 4th video in the series and learnt about the ISRAELI ART STUDENTS upon the 18th floor of the TWIN TOWERS…the first memory had come back…
The CIA/WEST WINGERS had taken me to this building…we had taken rolls of paper and artist’s materials with us…RIMINGTON was stopped by security…she looked too old to be an art student…but the ‘ID’ was so good that they let her through in the end…and I whispered to her ‘say MAZEL TOV’ to them and so she did, over her shoulder…it was the only HEBREW phrase that I could think of, offhand…and it means ‘good luck’.
So were any of us ISRAELI?
In a word, NO…AMERICANS, BRITISH…including TOMLINSON (ex-MI6) and RIMINGTON (ex-head of MI5)…
Why were we posing as ISRAELI ART STUDENTS - I have as yet, to work that one out…did the MOSSAD know what we were up to…I do not know…it is difficult to gauge who knew what during those years after 2001...
I was being ferried to and fro…to ISRAEL and into the hands of Nir, his mother and the MOSSAD upon that Israeli Airforce base…and then back to the CIA in New York…and then back to the UK for a bit of ‘undercover work’…I have no real idea about ‘who knew what’ and at any given point…but suffice to say, SCARLETT appeared to know most, if not all of what was going on…
Anyway, ROS and RIMINGTON got out the rolls of paper and immediately set work drawing in coloured pencils and crayons…to provide their ‘cover’ I suppose…it was an empty, open-plan office space…no chairs or tables…nothing in it at all…
I couldn’t go near to the windows…we were far too high up…and I was terrified…this was before the SWISS CONTROLLER was to cure me of my fear of heights in the Swiss Alps…I just sat on the floor terrified…
ROS said ‘take her back - she can’t stand it’…and so TOMLINSON was allocated to take me back…
We went down in the lift…and then he and MACDONALD went to inspect the BASEMENTS…they were looking for something…but I cannot remember what now…TOMLINSON then walked me back, telling me as he did so ‘you are useless, I do not know why I bother with you’…his normal reassuring patter.
Stupid bastard - couldn’t he remember just how many times he had hung me off high places in order to make me terrified of heights? The BESCANCON CITADEL for example? Perhaps we should go back to programming in 1980 - where the graduates had opened one of the doors (which were never supposed to be opened by members of the public) and held me upside down off the EIFFEL TOWER…you stupid, thick bastard…had you really no idea why I was so frightened of heights?
Let me add the other memories that I have about 9-11:
Firstly that MARK R knew what would happen in 2001...and he knew his own role within it...and I suppose that was a top FBI programmer role...
He was in that large hanger...the planes were taxied to the hanger and the entire flight had to get off...
They were then terrorised...made to make those phone-calls along the lines of 'Honey, I love you - tell the kids that I love them...aaaarghh...'
The best mobile phone recordings were chosen...and then those passengers 'disappeared'.
Those planes were EMPTY...and I do not know if they even took off...
That is why I am now working on a theory that HOLOGRAMS were used instead of real planes...although one could say that a kami-kaze pilot was used...the only person on the plane...that sort of thing...what I do know is that there weren't any passengers on board...
I also know that the ASHKENAZIM film crew had their 'soul-trapping' weapons trained upon the TWIN TOWERS from 3 different angles...and that there was that SPIELBERG lookalike and a TASCHMAN brother in there...as well as others...they were involved in trying to soul-trap the souls, those murdered people in the TWIN TOWERS...
All I can say about all of this is that MARK R said that it 'had to happen' and I believe him...
...because you can see from this set of videos that if you 'watch where the money goes'...and so many BANKS were caught out with PRIOR KNOWLEDGE of the event...then this vindicates MARK R's idea that it had to happen in order to catch these people, once and for all.
What I do not understand as yet...is MACDONALD's behaviour in CHINA...in relation to learning that 9-11 was known about, beforehand...and that MARK R knew about it...
So did MACDONALD...he was only too well-aware...which is why they were all in there, posing as ISRAELI ART STUDENTS...
…and of course the ISRAELIS wouldn’t say that…and certainly not to a security guard…MAZEL TOV…
I can remember now…the ISRAELIS were worried about that one…somebody had accused them of being behind 9-11 in relation to those ‘art students’…and they were saying…but we would say SHALOM at best, in that situation…never MAZEL TOV to a security guard…
…or more likely a swearword/expletive under their breath…ISRAELIS are culturally known to be very rude indeed…
I can remember MACDONALD saying to me in the lift…that I shouldn’t have told RIMINGTON to say that…better to say nothing at all…pass unseen…if you do not say a word…but the guards had stopped RIMINGTON and the rest of them had left her in the lurch…they were asking her questions along the lines of ‘you say you are an ISRAELI and you are how old?’…the age on her card appeared to be the real issue but I cannot remember how old she was supposed to be…maybe she had knocked off 20 years or so…
What is funnier is the fact that when I gave RIMINGTON the MAZEL TOV line…actually, she didn’t even bother to look back at them…just gave a jaunty wave of her hand in the air and said ‘MAZEL TOV’ in the most fluted English accent possible…
So one could say that this could be interpreted several ways by the guards as in ‘better luck next time in catching a SPY’…or ‘didn’t get me this time – good luck for the next time’…
Honestly, I do not know how any of us managed to get in anywhere…a bunch of CIA ‘designer drug’ addicts…a motley crew of very different appearances…
…and I can remember now…MACDONALD and TOMLINSON were checking to see that the BOMBS were in place, in the basement…and they were…attached to the plumbing and electrical systems as far as I can remember…they were working out how it would all work from the devices and how they had been rigged up.
Anyway, I was then to find myself back in the UK - in that damp bedsit in Ipswich – the phone rang…it was my mother who said ‘turn on the TV’ – she didn’t tell me why and so I saw the first images of 9-11…and then I switched over to BBC to see ANDREW MARR making a prat of himself in his Perspex box, above the LABOUR conference…with the images of 9-11 behind him…and my mother chatted away about how MRS FISHWICK had rang her up etc…
…and I couldn’t remember a damn thing about NEW YORK…nothing.
0THER NOTES:
I was walking into the library today when I saw another ‘RIMINGTON TRAP’…when will this end?
An old lady on a bike…was cycling up the road in front of me…when she fell over…her bike just fell over and she fell onto the pavement with the bike on her…she hadn’t been going very fast and a young man went up to help her…
I then flashbacked to 2004 and RIMINGTON setting this up…I was supposed to go and help her…to try to help her up again…at which point she had been programmed by RIMINGTON to start screaming that I had broken her arm…that she had brittle bones…the POLICE would then appear and arrest me for ‘assault’.
A lucky escape, this morning, then. I remembered in time and ignored the incident.
OTHER NOTES:
Anyway, the only computer free in the library today had a book left by it:
THE GOOD FOOD GUIDE 2008 (WHICH GUIDE)
I t is a dull, PEWTER BLUE colour.
9 781844 900367
The colour-coding within it is very Spartan – only 7 colours for the UK as well as IRELAND.
From back to front:
INDEX – DARK BLUE
IRELAND – GREEN
WALES – DULL RED
SCOTLAND – DULL TURQUOISE (same as BBC website now)
ENGLAND – MAROON/WARM BROWN COLOUR
LONDON – PURPLE
So what can one make of this colour-coding exercise?
It reminds me of something on the RING OF POWER videos…about how there are 4 tiny STATES in this world:
VATICAN STATE
NEW YORK STATE
LONDON (which I didn’t know was a ‘State’ but apparently it is – with it’s own flag – so the MAYOR of LONDON and the GLC…what is this all about?)
Okay, so I have now watched the CHARLIE BARTLETT movie with ROBERT DOWNEY JR...and immediately remembered that MACDONALD had a lot to do with this script...
The horror of being a teenager and trying to make sense of the world...
The extreme danger of those psychiatric drugs prescribed to teenagers and some very funny lines...
However, the film left me feeling very depressed until I reasoned with myself...you are not 16 years old anymore...you left that behind 30 years ago.
Then I felt better.
The problem for me in all of this, can be summarised in DALDRY's words to me in 1995:
"They were all a bit older than you, weren't they?"
Too right they were...DALDRY was referring to 1980 and having been kidnapped onto that BRITISH INTELLIGENCE course where most of them were at least a few years older than me...and the graduates were in their 20s...Tomlinson nearing 30 years old.
I was always the 'baby'...the one who didn't understand...and in subsequent events...and throughout my life...I was kept in a very young child alter...always the baby of the group...always the one who made the others laugh...who didn't 'get' what was going on around her...it was pure hell.
...and now I have regained so many of my memories of those terrible times...it is important to distance myself from those '16 year old' feelings.
Okay - so I’ve got it now…
When asked who funded them - the CIA/WEST WINGERS (during their DR DEATH dance) had told me to look down a list of BANKS in New York…
So why were the CIA/WEST WINGERS in the TWIN TOWERS - checking to see that the bombs were ‘all in place’ as MACDONALD was to say, after inspecting their positioning…but he didn’t know how it all was supposed to work and so he had TOMLINSON had a brief discussion on what connected up to what and what was most likely to happen…
So who had sent them in to do this and why?
Top of the CIA food chain - the hand that feeds - the BANKS.
Why were we all posing as ISRAELI ART STUDENTS - to cast the blame upon the MOSSAD.
This therefore lifts the blame from the MOSSAD…although one can say that if the tragedy had occurred in TEL AVIV…it would probably have been because of them and their funding from the BANKS…I am assuming here, that the same system works for all of these intelligence agencies and that 7/7 was conducted by MI5...I could be wrong but I think not.
I also got a flashback to viewing the ROYAL FAMILY in relation to 9-11, they all knew about it and were up to their necks in it...they had okayed all of the decisions surrounding it.
I have just watched a ‘fantasy’ movie called:
FRANKLYN
…and immediately recognised it from the TEMPLAR CASTLE…
The plot - you have 3 venn diagrams of ‘reality’…that means that different people can see different people in different realities. So for example MAN A can see WOMAN A in reality 1 but MAN B thinks that WOMAN A is an illusion in reality 1...and in reality 2, MAN B can see such and such a person and not another…and so on…it gets ridiculously complicated.
Who can see who and in which reality - you end up asking yourself at the end of the film and I concluded - what does it matter? I don’t care who was ‘real’ and who wasn’t or rather who was ‘real‘ in which ‘reality‘…because it got farcical by the end of the movie…
What interested me was the fact that MARK R had been programmed with the main role.
SALLY TALLANT had played the RED-HAIRED SARAH (who looks after children)…
…and so one can begin to see the main programming idea here…and that was based upon MARK R at the LSE…as in ‘none of you can see him but it isn’t ‘magic’…just go up to him and touch him and you will realise that the most terrible stage hypnotism at work here because suddenly he ‘appears’ as if from nowhere’…
In short, this is all about who can see the programmers and who cannot…all inextricably mixed up together.
Secondly, we have an ‘understanding’ of the FBI at work as the MINISTRY - which likes everybody to have a religion and a ‘faith’ in something that they can record and quantify…
MARK R didn’t believe in G-d…maybe that was his downfall within the whole system…
AMADEUS played the father of MARK R’s character…
PUTIN told me that this was the worst film of the lot…and so I suppose he was programmed with it too…I guess that trying to shoot your father in another ‘reality’ and not realising that you are doing it…must be a boy’s worst nightmare…
The ‘ever popular’ PC GREEN got to play ‘snake boy’…
ROS got to play both SARAH and EMILIA…MARK R particularly liked her ‘red dress’ dance…
I played a few scenes of EMILIA…
Therefore one can suppose that a lot of people had to play various roles in this movie…and therefore it must have been quite an important one…
The JANITOR has an ISRAELI accent and talks in quasi-mystical terms about how you mustn’t commit suicide because of the people that you will meet in the future…which will presumably make ‘all the difference’ to your life…read the subtext to understand ‘we know what happens in the future and we want to move you all around like pawns on a chessboard…you are one of our pieces and we don’t want you taken out (yet).’
TOMLINSON talked nostalgically about the scene where the FATHER lovingly makes up the bedroom of his son, to welcome him home again…he told me that he had always wanted to be like that…like his father…but things hadn’t turned out that way…yes, I can see that.
So what is FRANKLYN all about? It is apparently the FLAT in the final scene…where EMILIA lives…and MARK R’s character lives above her…about to shoot AMADEUS/head of the FBI/his FATHER…
Are we talking FRANKLIN-WATTS here?
The surname is a very ILL one…
The principal of SOLIHULL SIXTH-FORM COLLEGE was called MR FRANKLIN…
I suppose that the LONELY YOUNG MAN was played by TOMLINSON but I can remember his step-son ORLANDO BLOOM playing this role…but I bet we all got lined up to play scenes in the various character roles…
The STRAPLINE to this movie is:
REALITY IS A STATE OF MIND
It certainly is if you have been drinking ‘rainbow juice’.
SALLY TALLANT played the red-head whom nobody could see but the LONELY YOUNG MAN…I always said that TALLANT was the most evil person in our year…and now she is a top programmer…it wouldn’t surprise me at all…nor would the fact that she is unmarried with no children of her own, hates children…and yet has been ‘in charge’ of their education at the SERPENTINE GALLERY for years…
ROS, my brother HUMPHREY, MACDONALD and his friend…was that the SWISS CONTROLLER…anyway, a terrible suspicion forms in my mind…had they been picked as the team of 4 graduates at POWERGEN? I do not think that my brother was included somehow…or were they all on holiday in the UK to see the sights (apart from ROS)…
ROS and my brother both defied the ILL CULT and suffered…he couldn’t find a job…she ended up at DARTINGTON…where we all appear to have been guinea-pigs…our creative work was closely watched and monitored…to see what our subconscious minds would bring to the surface.
I remember now…according to CAREY…ROS had been to a private girl’s school, got a degree in LAW and was a champion swimmer…but she really ‘dumbed down’ at DARTINGTON…she didn’t tell many people that sort of stuff…she went for the ‘BRIXTON radical’ image…a ‘free spirit’…trying to kick her heroin addiction.
OTHER NOTES:
The word APPURTENANCE came up in a dream - in relation to RIMINGTON (was that her word for penis - it must also have been a programming word)…also ‘P’ again as in human eggs…’PEAS’ and also ‘F’ - this stood for sperm…and was pronounced in a similar way to ‘pea’ as ‘FUR’…or ‘FURZE’…words beginning with a ‘FER’…so why ‘F’ for sperm…I got an image of grapevine but that was all…
APP UR TEN NANCEY
A PUR TAY NANCY
APP ‘URT A NANCE
Is this about the SPIDER again ANANSI…
OTHER NOTES:
The BLACK SPIDERS in the TIME STREAM…HAGRID brings one up in a cupboard…can we now translate what I saw in the TIME STREAM as members of the MOSSAD remote-viewing teams as entering the TIME STREAM and changing it…or simply those who knew about quantum chemistry entering it and changing it?
A BLACK SPIDER would come into the time stream every so often and fix itself around a coloured ball for a while…I suppose that I must have done the same in order to ‘coat the atom’…in order to stop the ‘lizard element’ coming through…to prevent them from being able to enter it…
OTHER NOTES:
I can hear SCARLETT comment ‘a home-grown BLACK SPIDER’…so that is what they were up to…
It wasn’t just me then…I had to hold the TARANTULA in my hand and terrorise some of the 1980 course during that ‘spider programming ‘session…but I am willing to bet that HELEN RODWAY was the same…a year younger than me…JUDY DANCE had picked up on the BLACK WIDOW SPIDER image in her aura…and so had CHARLIE…there must have been one person from every year, picked to hold the TARANTULA so that the others would identify them as a BLACK SPIDER…we then had really difficult lives…nothing fell into our laps…struggling all of the way…but on the other hand…we were being kept low in the ILL CULT system for a reason…to prevent brain damage from programming overload…
OTHER NOTES:
An odd session at the TEMPLAR CASTLE came back last night in relation to the film FRANKLYN…MARK R was seated at the head of a circle…and we were having a question and answer session with him, in our child alters…I was also aware of GREEN and GILL watching it…they were commenting upon it…so they must have watched the CCTV afterwards…I have meshed the two images into one…
MARK R was being questioned on the fact that he didn’t believe in G-d…I was at my most ruthless, riding roughshod upon the discussion with my point-blank rhetorical questions which always ended with ‘can we go home now?’.
I summarised MARK R’s position as being the need to prove that one could be a good person and help other people WITHOUT believing in G-d which he wasn’t capable of doing because he had never had any such experience…and ‘can we go home now?’…as if I were a child in Junior School…bored with the whole procedure…
I had opened the discussion by telling him that he must have some superstitious beliefs…and he told us all that he didn’t…come on…walking under a ladder…number 13...it was an obvious way to undermine him and from the beginning…you wouldn’t be human if you didn’t have ‘superstitions’…phenomenona in your life that you couldn’t explain…and the others agreed…
ROS then began to speak…and MARK R turned on her with a damning statement ‘oh, and what do YOU believe, ROS’…and she began to talk a little about NATURE…and then she began to cry…because she cared about MARK R and wanted to help him ‘feel’ a little…but she didn’t have her ideas worked out and couldn’t explain it to him…GREEN turned to GILL and said ‘my little ROS…such a lovely child…’ he truly adored her…and felt for her…his chosen favourite.
GREEN and GILL were watch the CHILDREN…because that is what they believed they were seeing…the children having a discussion about G-D.
They figured that I was talking like a RABBI…evidence of my having a SEPHARDIC soul…but that in fact, wasn’t true…I had simply done PHILOSOPHY around the existence of G-d with NANKEVILLE at 6th Form College and had a rough idea of the basic arguments, historical groups and ways of thinking, that had formed in relation to this…
ROS then began to speak…and MARK R turned on her with a damning statement ‘oh, and what do YOU believe, ROS’…and she began to talk a little about NATURE…and then she began to cry…because she cared about MARK R and wanted to help him ‘feel’ a little…but she didn’t have her ideas worked out and couldn’t explain it to him…GREEN turned to GILL and said ‘my little ROS…such a lovely child…’ he truly adored her…and felt for her…his chosen favourite.
GREEN and GILL were watch the CHILDREN…because that is what they believed they were seeing…the children having a discussion about G-D.
They figured that I was talking like a RABBI…evidence of my having a SEPHARDIC soul…but that in fact, wasn’t true…I had simply done PHILOSOPHY around the existence of G-d with NANKEVILLE at 6th Form College and had a rough idea of the basic arguments, historical groups and ways of thinking, that had formed in relation to this…
Poor MARK R…he understood my arguments really well…that is why he was most interested in listening to me…we were on the same level…but he was entrenched in the view that he wasn’t going to state what he hadn’t felt…what he had no idea of…but he was also unwilling to open himself up to that ‘cosmic state of awareness’…to try it out…the idea that ’I am not the centre of the Universe but I am part of a whole’…and that whole is an incredible thing…the power that runs through it…the strangeness of it - the magical quality of existence…MARK R had positioned himself in the centre of his universe as a defence…and most probably against the ILL CULT…to keep his individuality…and hold on to his sanity.
ROS had felt his pain and was trying to explain to him how she came in contact with this ‘wonderful feeling’…but she didn’t have the words…
TOMLINSON didn’t utter a word throughout…he had a very odd look on his face…like a very shocked kid with his eyes staring blankly out in front of him…in a very young alter…the whole discussion appeared to be way above his head…maybe he had just been severely electrocuted and drugged…but he often wore this appearance during these ‘child alter sessions’ - notably in the COURT CASE where SONIA was prosecuting RIMINGTON for doing him in…
I remember DALDRY discussing PANTHEISM with me and how it had been rejected (by the TEMPLARS I suppose)…sure, I can see how it would have been rejected…you put in in a nice ‘historical box’ and lock it away…with other associations like WORDSWORTH was a pompous old sod and I never liked his poetry much anyway…
The idea of G-d immanent in NATURE…the one G-d immanent in his/her/its creation…everywhere…in NATURE…but one has to have a COSMOLOGICAL view too…not just in rocks, plants and trees…to infinity…to the cosmos…into microbiology…into other dimensions…everything that we know of and beyond…then you begin to ‘get it’. This expansion of the mind outside of the ‘RA circle’…as the SIKH was to talk to me about, in 2004...when you look at the COSMOS and how everything inter-relates…then you begin to get it…and all I can say is that I had begun to ‘get it’…and that MARK R had a block relating to extreme ILL torture and abuse…he knew that he had to hold onto ‘himself’…that was what had become a reflex reaction with him…putting himself first for fear of losing his mind…defending his individuality…his ‘I’ in his head…
The SIKH’s view was really quite alarming to me, however…his idea was that because we were ALL connected as the HUMAN SPECIES…and that included axe-murderers in jail…we had to pull everybody up together…you couldn’t discard anybody…we all had to work as ONE…I remember thinking ‘that sounds like an insurmountable task to me’…but I knew that he was ‘right’…it was just that emotionally I couldn’t go that far…the ‘selfish gene’ pulling me back…and the practical sense of ‘there is no way that could ever be achieved’…but maybe I was wrong…I suppose that his idea was that if you didn’t pull everybody else up - then because you were interconnected…it harmed you also…there was a knock-on effect to every action…rather like one human body…if the eyes or the legs start working independently…you are going nowhere fast…
...which means that the ILL CULT idea of killing off massive swathes of the human population upon this planet in order to create their 'perfect society' is akin to giving oneself the following:
A lobotomy - taking slivers out of your own brain.
Taking different nerves and sinews out of your limbs.
Pulling out a load of veins.
Chopping of a few fingers and toes...the list goes on...
...upon a spiritual level, it would be extremely damaging indeed.
Think of HUMAN CONSCIOUSNESS as one massive brain...now imagine wilfully knocking out different brain cells because you 'don't like them'...and perhaps then the ILL will 'get it'...
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pantheism
I seem to remember that JONATHAN MILLER had a hand in writing this…an overview of PANTHEISM in the world’s religions…
The RABBINICAL JUDAIC ideas puzzle me…they give me the image of a man on a cloud with a book in his hands…but maybe I am misreading that one…
My line of argument would be - G-d would still exist in this world even if there wasn’t a TORAH or any books at all…
The basic question being probed here concerns EXPERIENCE and THOUGHT…
My basic bone of contention with COLLIE was that EXPERIENCE came first and LANGUAGE second…to which she would retort how could one know…because you thought that one, using language, in order to say it…
The ILL CULT taught you to believe that LANGUAGE was a MAZE in which you were trapped…and therefore I have always seen LANGUAGE as a trap…
FILM CRITICS like RICHARD DYER argued that EXPERIENCE comes first in terms of watching a movie and it is the MOST important part…the sensations and emotions involved when one experiences the music, colour, dance, movement…but when one wants to talk about it….one ‘downgrades’ that experience into language…into ‘signifiers’…and one has to put it into language in order to ‘understand’ the experience and then to communicate it to others…
When I think of GENESIS which is basically about pantheism (how NATURE was created)…
G-D has a superior language…when he says LET THERE BE LIGHT…there is light…the two are one and the same…his/her/its language and reality…
HUMAN LANGUAGE is not the same…
...when we say ‘light’ or ‘cup’ or ‘saucer’…they do not appear…our language is a language of ‘broken links’ with reality…
...the two exist side by side but they are not connected in the way that the language of G-d is 'synonymous' with reality…
…and so I do not understand the RABBINICAL idea that it was all written down beforehand and then G-d comes along and uses this language of power to create…by just saying the word…
Unless this is a conceptual thing…
...the universe exists according to this metalanguage…a higher language of complex rules…and G-d appears in it and ‘lights it up’ here and there, according to his/her/its thought pattern…rather like stars in the sky…which come on and off…rather like a human brain then…and when one is within a circuit that has lit up…one feels it for a short while…’touched by G-d’…
…is this where ‘being within the mind of G-d’ came from?
OTHER NOTES:
The only way that I can see that human beings have G-d given powers to create as if by ‘magic’ in this world…is by our own intent…for example:
“I am depressed and I think that everybody is rude and abusive around me…I expect them all to behave in this way…”
It becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy…you begin to invite this behaviour off other people, upon a telepathic level…
The ILL CULT used to program us to behave like this, upon a subconscious level because they KNEW that this was our power and so they taught us to use it against ourselves, for example:
“You are a dirty, despicable rat…image yourself as this…project it to everybody that you meet and watch them run from you…”
They gave all of us these negative self-images, implanted within our subconscious minds…images that were mainly associated with EMOTIONS and emotional states of mind…
…because they knew that this was our CREATIVE power and at a telepathic level to create the situation and social circumstances around us…and to shape the reactions of those around us to ourselves…
So this is HUMAN creative power with the psychic world - which is a real world of telepathic connections…and a G-d like power…which was perverted by the ILL.
ROS had given me another example of the negative use of this power 'I go into his head and I put thoughts into it to make him love me - I don't know why I do this - and I try to stop it... I don't like doing it but I do it...' she was trying to remember who had programmed her to do it...in order to entrap whoever it was...
OTHER NOTES:
My mother just rang - she told me about selling the chateau in FRANCE…she told me about my brother and sister…whom I now haven’t seen for a year or more…and I do not want to do so…not until I get this all sorted out…it would be detrimental to myself and them - to talk about any of this until it has all been sorted out…and I will sort it out…
She also told me about HANNI who feels that she has been ‘away’…and that her room has been changed…and that I would probably have some ‘theories’ upon that one…all I can say is that the ILL did periodically abuse HANNI in that residential home…I saw RIMINGTON hitting her around the head, for example…and so I can guess that something has happened…but maybe it was simply that her room was spring-cleaned without her knowing about it…rotten to do that to somebody who is so old and fixed in their ways…a way of disorientating a person…not knowing where anything is…
My mother also wants to help me out with money but she doesn’t want to put it into my bank account because of the credit card interest of about £30 a month or so…a waste of money…it could also be picked up by the fraud squad…well, if SCARLETT hasn’t got a handle on that crew yet, then I give up…that is not my problem…I am ‘on a job’ here and don’t I know it.
Maybe there is something more here at work…the MASONS have been watching everything that I do to analyse it symbolically and so maybe it might be symbolically a good idea to CLOSE my bank account and to just collect money from the POST OFFICE…we shall see…I shall think about it…all I know is that having a bank card is useful if one wants to travel abroad - a POST OFFICE account is useless in terms of drawing money abroad…and it is possible that I may need to leave this country at some point.
I do not see this as a possibility at this point in time - if I leave this B&B for just one night, according to the contract - I could lose this accommodation and the COUNCIL wouldn’t provide me with any other I.e. made homeless again.
CLOSING my bank account - that would say I HAVE NOTHING MORE TO DO WITH ANY BANKS.
My mother was telling me about the FRENCH…how they do not trust the banks at all anymore…and therefore they are taking their money out of the banks and buying up property…lots of it and very cheap around the country.
So the FRENCH BANKS must have been dealt quite a heavy blow there…not so much money to play around with…lessens their power…teaches them a lesson.
Everything is now centring around the BANKS, isn’t it?
Those who OWN them rather than those who run them…it is so easy to have a go at those on the ‘fat cat’ salaries who run them…but the real MONSTERS are those who own them…
…and the RING OF POWER videos on YOUTUBE suggested that DEUTSCHE BANK was the number one criminal, at the top of their ‘investigation’ list, regarding 9-11.
So who OWNS DEUTSCHE BANK?
The best recent example of the above, as in telepathy…(although the SIKHs would say that this communication is everything e.g. tone of voice, behaviour etc and not just telepathy)…was the incident with the two dogs of the OWNERS, a couple of days ago…a golden retriever and alsatian…who had come up to me, wagging their tails and looking lovingly and expectantly at me…something they had never done before…and this morning…the alsatian was back to his ‘I am not at all sure that I trust you’ mode again and eyed me suspiciously…whilst lying outside the breakfast room…and yet, by projecting the EMOTION of love to that dog…he would trot up and treat me like his ‘best friend’…I remember telling that to somebody now…somebody who was scared of animals…’you just have to love them…really love them…and then they love you back’…but they didn’t seem to get it.
RIMINGTON told me that the alsatian was TOMLINSON (as in the alsatian ornament with WELCOME sign in its mouth)….and I suppose it is possible that TOMLINSON was put through the ‘soul fragment’ transfer with this alsatian…
I suppose this all goes back to my youth…when I thought of myself as just like my mother…dogs adored me…I never had any fear of them…but in 2004...and for the whole year…RIMINGTON did her best to try to turn that one over…getting guard dogs to attack me…that sort of thing…to create a nervousness in myself about dogs…and I felt it, once I had moved to HARWICH and seen the dogs on the promenade…until I remembered what she had done…
OTHER NOTES:
In the bath this morning…I began to think of IN THE MIND OF ALICE…a key phrase in the poem at the end of LEWIS CARROLL’s books…he believes himself to be ‘in the mind of ALICE’…and then I realised that this was possibly a code:
ALICE
TOMLINSON had entitled his file CECILA
ALICEC
AL - ICEC
That reads to me AL-ISAAC
In the mind of ISAAC?
ITCHY AND SCRATCHY
ISAACS and SAATCHI
Isaac and his two sons…he is a tribal leader…and who are the SAATCHI/SCAACHI/SACHS…the ‘servants of the Temple’…
Is this what THE SIMPSONS have encoded into their violent cartoon?
Look at ‘RAGIN’ ABE SIMPSON’ where we have the BLUE MOUSE/ITCHY/NAZI against the CAT/ALLIES…in a dog-fight battle in the skies…
When I was trying to understand what the RABBIS thought in relation to ‘in the mind of G-d’…those were not necessarily my opinions…I am more of a NATURALIST than a CONCEPTUALIST…I was just trying to think of what they would think…
So in relation to ALICE programming, we have:
IN THE MIND OF ISAAC
Rather than IN THE MIND OF G-D
…which begs the question: who was ISAAC/ISAACS?
I thought about it all some more in relation to ITCHY being a BLUE mouse…
BLUE is a signifier of being deprived of oxygen to the brain, in the ILL CULT…
Yet in the MAGIC ROUNDABOUT…which came before THE SIMPSONS…we have the movie which stars a BLUE cat…
THE BEATLES had a BLUE glove in Yellow Submarine…
In general, these BLUE characters are all seen as highly evil…negative characters…
ITCHY the BLUE mouse, behaves like a psychotic child alter…hacking up the defenceless cat…
OTHER NOTES:
What is TOMLINSON’s document CECILA all about?
His ‘CIA BLUE’ father, chopping women up to remove the SILICON…TOMLINSON is horrified and reports his father to the police…
The cult of ISAAC?
The MICE who come in to steal the CHEESE and hack you to death if you get in the way, CAT…
YET…the CIA facilitated me to come back here and to write all of this down…so have they divested themselves of ALICE/ISAAC programming?
AL-ISAAC…the first annotations of the human brain…the annotations of ALICE…the added text as explanatory notes…this is all about the computerisation of the human brain after studying it…after so many notes…and then the production of golems…
Did ISAAC think that he had understood the MIND OF G-D or had he simply substituted his own brain…his own mind as a replacement…
I am not sure where to go from here, with this…too many avenues…but I am getting the picture here that the RABBIS might well believe that their annotated texts upon the ‘mind of G-d’ are additions to this grand entity…they are adding supplementary material to aid understanding of the mind of G-d (as if it were some ‘written script‘)…but I am not sure how killing gentiles or having sex with children come into it…
AL-ISAAC will be as much HEBREW as ISLAMIC…the two are pretty much the same thing, in this context…it is a middle-eastern name…
I still do not get why TOMLINSON chose CECILA as the name for this file...but it looked like an anagram...and read backwards you get:
AL I CEC
If one looks at ALICE:
ECILA
AL - I - CE
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1014759/synopsis
There is a new ALICE IN WONDERLAND out in 2010...a 'dark' one...read this quote from the producer (I assume):
"...but Zanuck assures most kids can handle it. "The book itself is pretty dark," he notes. "This is for little people and people who read it when they were little 50 years ago."
The LITTLE PEOPLE?
They were those like MARK R, RIMINGTON and NIKOLAS HULBRUSCH...those phsyiatrists and chemists...who were controlling the horrors at the TEMPLAR CASTLE...
http://disney.go.com/disneypictures/aliceinwonderland/
I was looking through the above site to see this up and coming movie of ALICE IN WONDERLAND and looked through the gallery to see ALICE as an ALBINO...brown eyes but white blonde hair...
AL - BIN - O
BIN means born of?
AL born of 'O'?
I had been thinking of BAT in relation to BAR the other day...how girls in NEW YORK are being given BATMITZVAHS...although I do not know if this is an ORTHODOX practice...probably not...
AL BAT ROSS
A girl born of ROSS?
Reading through a very short summary of the storyline of this new ALICE film - I flashbacked to the TEMPLAR CASTLE...I remembered ELIZA MANNINGHAM-BULLER talking about some horrific experience when she was young...of an elite aristocratic party where she was hauled up on stage and told whom she would marry...she managed to escape and made a run for it across the grounds of the mansion...I suppose they caught her in the end and hauled her back to 'wonderland'...
Anyway, this was the basic story upon which this new film is based.
TOMLINSON was asked about designs for the MAD HATTER...presumably because he was one...
The MAD HATTER and the HARE...and the DORMOUSE...
Something tells me that the HARES had better get their MAD HATTER in order...
http://www.louduk.blogspot.com/
Okay so I had a look at the above blogspot and realised that not only had I taken some of the photographs but that I had been with the CIA/WEST WINGERS the whole time…on a round trip to some chalet out by a lake…and then back to WASHINGTON…MARK R accompanied them all, this time…as well as MARTIN GILL…and I was introduced to somebody that they called ‘his sister’ but I remember his sister as looking rather like himself I.e. dark-haired and dark-eyed…not blue-eyed with auburn hair…
Anyway, I took the shots over the lake…not good photographs but MACDONALD put them up on this blog anyway…I was forced to take a morning after pill - and I had NO memories of why I needed to do so…and so walked out on that rather glum morning and took a photograph of the rather gloomy weather across the lake…
I cannot believe that they all treated me in this way…I was supposed to feel ‘special’ because they were all making a ‘fuss’ of me…whilst electrocuting me, torturing me at random and raping me…all the time, treating me like a ‘child’…and trying to ensure that I would never ‘wake up’ to the extreme abuse…
Anyway, the puppy was MACDONALD’s and so was the slipper…
What else?
I have left a few comments upon this blogspot to make sure that none of them are in any doubt now, whatsoever…that I have most of my memories back…here are the comments:
Anonymous said...
Hi MACDONALD,
I remember taking that shot over the lake - I didn't think much of it at the time but thank you for including it upon your blogspot.
How is your little 'hellhound' with the slipper? He must be full-grown by now.
I wouldn't go taking any more 'morning after pills' if I were you - not good for the system.
How is that woman that you introduced to me as GILL's sister?
By the way - this may be incredibly presumptuous but considering my LARGE input into most of the BLOGS OF NOTE that have come up in the past few months - maybe you might like to put my own blogs up as BLOGS OF NOTE?
You scratch my back and I'll scratch yours.
July 30, 2009 7:23 AM
Anonymous said...
PS I loved your 'trippin' rabbis' dance on YOUTUBE.
As '-Zaks_back' would say in PRIVATE EYE:
lovin them clips on youtube bruv
July 30, 2009 7:26 AM
Anonymous said...
How is the grandma with ALZHEIMERS?
It was so funny when that security guard nearly threw her out of the WORLD TRADE CENTER for that fake ID.
You really shouldn't pretend to be 20 years younger than you are, now, should you?
Nor should you say MAZEL TOV in a mad way, with a QUEEN ELIZABETH regal wave of your hand as you walked past...
July 30, 2009 7:28 AM
Anonymous said...
Nor should you pretend to be an ISRAELI ART STUDENT...but that's just GRANDMA isn't it? Up to her old tricks again.
July 30, 2009 7:29 AM
Anonymous said...
What do you know about DEUTSCHE BANK then?
July 30, 2009 7:31 AM
Anonymous said...
Do you still believe that:
'Aliens are at level 20'?
http://www.louduk.blogspot.com/
I forgot to mention that the above BLOGSPOT is the current BLOG OF NOTE on BLOGSPOT (but I guess that was obvious).
Anyway, I can only hope that this the LAST one that I have to bother with.
I was in the library this morning…and I might as well mention another hideous incident that RIMINGTON had planned…a library assistant was supposed to refer me to a really crap film…I was to get it out…and then to refuse to pay for it when returning it…because it was so crap…creating a big scene in the library…
So in order to circumvent all of this…when shown the movie…I decided to get it out, pay for it and then to watch it because…there was something funny going on here…why was this movie supposed to be so ‘crap’ and why was it important that I talked about it as ‘crap’?
The movie is called:
SURFER DUDE (starring MATTHEW McCONAUGHEY)
Yes, it has a crap title but there must be more to it than that…so I scanned the back of the DVD…and found out that SURFER DUDE lives for the waves…until there is a ‘wave drought’…whereupon he has to endure the ‘lack of waves’…or go to somebody called THE MAN and his REALITY-ALTERING MACHINES.
This sounds like a RIK ALLEN programming movie to me…he was SURFER DUDE at DARTINGTON COLLEGE OF ARTS…
…and funnily enough…it is already bringing back a vague memory of MARK R…was he SURFER DUDE or THE MAN with the REALITY-ALTERING MACHINES…was MACDONALD the SURFER DUDE…I will have to watch it to find out…
There is a weird logo of two RED CIRCLES on his SURFING BOARD…and a RED BALL inside them where they overlap…and two RED LINES going right through the whole lot…
Additionally, PINEAPPLES appear to be ICONIC…on the back and front of the DVD…
Now, at DARTINGTON…when RIK made his PINK PALM TREE…I made an ARCHER who was shooting at a PINEAPPLE…because it somehow felt ‘right’…
HOGARTH’S PERFECT LINE OF BEAUTY…the wavy line…embodied in the wavy lines of a pineapple…
We have both PALM TREES and PINEAPPLES upon the front and back of this DVD…
PALM TREES appear to symbolise SATELLITES…so what do PINEAPPLES symbolise?
My PINEAPPLE was made out of CONCRETE and in a mold taken of a real pineapple…so that when I painted it…it looked ‘real’…
…and I remember JADE and I, tossing it around the wooden upper floor of the granary ‘fine art department’, aware that if we dropped it…that it might make a hole in the floor…like tossing around a grenade in a way…we were belly-laughing at the time…
In the same way as SONIA and I had done (but not as much) whilst re-enacting ROMEO and JULIET…
It had to be heavy because it was going out on the ROOF of the music department and I didn’t want it blown off…and it wasn’t…very solid, very heavy indeed…
RIK’s pink palm tree by the college swimming pool, suffered considerably from high winds…but my pineapple stood rock still, on the roof of the music department…
If I looked a little bit further into the symbolism of my sculpture…the archer is taking a ‘rib’ from his ribcage of a HARP, to use as an ARROW…in order to shoot at the PINEAPPLE…
I had made this archer ‘blind’…he had no eyes…then ROSE GARRARD stepped in and said ‘why hasn’t he got any eyes’ and so she gauged out two eyes in the front of his white mask of a face…so he then looked a bit like an ALIEN drawing…with these ogee eye shapes…I left off after that…she had decided to take control of building my sculpture…something had obviously interested her…
It was an unwieldy and messy object in white plaster, when finished and GARRARD was furious (because I had ‘lost interest‘)…I had used a ‘centaur image’ for the archer (like SAGITTARIUS) and taken an object from the music room…a XYLOPHONE BOX on wheels…to use as the body of the horse…and then this man’s torso as a ‘harp’…and an arm to hold the bow…and a singular hand to pluck the string, to use as an arrow…
I had envisualised the ARROW being one of those joke theatrical stunts…where you stick one half on the interior of the window and the other on the exterior of the window - to make it look like the arrow was in transit, through the window…but the music department wasn’t having any of it…so I got stuck with ARCHER about to pluck one of his strings to shoot it through the window at the PINEAPPLE on the roof of the lower building…
This is all a bit ADAM and EVE - isn’t it?
G-D plucks a rib from ADAM to form EVE…his mate…
…but in this particular case, ADAM using EVE to shoot at the pineapple…she is his ‘arrow’ catapulted through the window…
I do not know why - but this reminds me of my ‘relationship’ to TOMLINSON…and if I go further back…SCARLETT and ‘john waters’…
OTHER NOTES:
Al - ceci ce ca (French)
This and that…such and such…Saatchi and Saatchi…know what I am talking about…
The HERMAPHRODITES…who ‘know’…the men, who didn’t…and used women to find out…
‘HERMETIC SCIENCE’ ring any bells because it should do…
HERMES…HERMAPHRODITES…HERM APHRODITE…the goddess of love…and HERMES the trickster…the magician…the messenger…
JAY my transexual friend in my last year at college...I used to call her PINEAPPLE-HEAD...even though she didn't look remotely like a PINEAPPLE...it was a 'GYDE' thing...my family always called their nearest and dearest strange nicknames...
So is this at the heart of the ILL CULT...
I 'know' that CHARLES SAATCHI is from this 'line of pineapples'...
It is all about getting back to being 'one' and 'whole' again...
I had thought that this was a JOOISH fable...and was very surprised when SHARON put me right on that one...
The fable was this:
Once upon a time, there were hermaphrodites upon this Earth...whole people...but then G-d got angry and took a sword and cut them in two...after that, you had to search for your 'other half'...
So where did that ILL CULT myth come from then and why was I SO sure that it had come from the ORAL TRADITION of JOODAISM?
After SHARON had 'put me right on that one'...I researched it and found that it wasn't 'on the internet' at any rate...
So who had told me that one and why?
CHARLES SAATCHI springs to mind but it wasn't necessarily him who had told me (even though he was at the TEMPLAR CASTLE)...so the next best bet is that it was a BECS belief...and that TOMLINSON had cited it, naming the SAATCHIS as upholders of this belief and descendents of this 'race' of the enlightened...
...I 'know' that SAATCHI had believed the above belief...whether it was a reality in terms of his birth...or whether it was something that he had been programmed to believe (by somebody like RIMINGTON with her stun-gun, see notes on how she treated him at her birthday party)...I do not know...
On the whole, it is most likely to be a BABYLONIAN tradition.
Although one that was also prevalent in early ELEUSINIAN mysteries...
According to various historical texts - the HERMAPHRODITES were valued above all - as SEERS, TEACHERS, PRIESTS, EDUCATORS, ADVISORS...
...simply because they knew 'both sides of the coin'.
...and yet now...medical science has no room for them in this world...they have to be surgically changed into 'one or the other'.
...it is a complex problem...the horrors of growing up alone with nobody who understands you...when you can literally understand 'both sides of the coin'.
As I have stated before...JAY found most support from HETEROSEXUAL MEN...even though she identified as a LESBIAN...
The lesbian community were so insular and embattled...so abused by those like RIMINGTON...that they didn't want outsiders...particularly not MALE outsiders...
They had been reduced to the NEGATIVE FEMININE and intentionally so, by those like the ROCKEFELLERS who used 'crazy ladies' like RIMINGTON who could pass for a BUTCH-FEMME (in the worst possible sense andher 'acting talents' were far more extensive)as those who ruled these small, isolated and marginalised communities...all under mind control.
The GAY community was far larger...and far more difficult for the ILL CULT to control.
Friday morning…I had a ‘hi-anxiety’ dream last night…that my father had faked his own death, run off with all the money, the whole family was in transit, we were all moving somewhere - my father was apparently working for the SAUDIS…and that he had also stolen my laptop…I was very relieved to wake up.
Also I had a brief flash of SONIA and MARK telling me about how tired they were upon getting to some airport…neither of them had their contact lens in, they could hardly see a thing and so they walked in, found a pile of coats and slept on them…I think they were trying to tell me how off their heads they were, at the time…I cannot remember what had happened to them before but I presume it was all part of the ILL GAME…
OTHER NOTES:
I woke up last night and began to think about that strange dream I had had a few years ago now…it was of a forest where strange things were going on…I was standing on a ‘private road’ I.e. a rocky and unkept one…looking at a MAP on a board, to the side of the road…in front of me and in the undergrowth was a BLACK RABBIT who was covertly surveilling the PETER PANS as in those like DALDRY who were cavorting around in a glade together, in their child alters…and there were a number of other RABBITS around and about…then this truck of ‘armed ranchers’ came down the road and held me at gunpoint…
Last night, I remembered what this dream was hiding…it was a real event and it took place in the HOLLYWOOD HILLS…MACDONALD was the ‘team leader’ with the Swiss Controller, TOMLINSON, ROS and myself…
We had got to an extremely high electrified fence…MACDONALD had two jump leads and a box…he attached the leads to the fence and this turned off the current. We could all then climb over safely.
Once we were in the forest upon the other side of the fence…we had to make our way through the woods until we got to a large white house, surrounded by a kept lawn…MACDONALD knew that only SPIELBERG would be present in the house that day…and so we waited until we knew where he was and then made a dash for it across the lawn…the men caught him in the kitchen…ROS and I had been trained to look for bugs.
I remember the training…AMADEUS had talked us through it…how to get the information off SPIELBERG telepathically and then find the location of the bugs and identify what type of bugs…we could even see the laser beam paths…normally naked to the human eye…
I forgot to mention the most important member of this team...OBAMA the BLACK RABBIT...
Anyway, this is where the ‘funny bit’ comes in…but not funny to those who were running the operation I suppose…
The men had SPIELBERG on the floor and were reprogramming him fast…TOMLINSON injected a microchip into his eardrum…ROS and I were behind a counter and rummaging through the cupboards…
Yet NEITHER of us were looking for bugs…we were looking for food…both of us were starving…ROS managed to get three RAISINS down her neck…I was trying to unwrap a bar of chocolate without MACDONALD noticing but he heard the rustling, guessed what I was doing and shouted at us in a thunderous voice NOT to eat anything…so I immediately detected where the bugs were and called ROS over…a series of 3...ROS identified the first one as LTR1 as far as I can remember and dismantled it with a sort of sonic screwdriver…and MACDONALD said ‘that means we don’t have much time’…it was a sort of relay alarm system…and the lasers were now in force around the house…we could ‘see’ them…
Anyway, we all got out again…and were making our way back to the jump leads etc…and that was when it happened…
...the soldiers in the truck…and I ‘let’ myself be picked up…the others were all projecting ‘rabbit’ but I was projecting ‘human being’…I just stood by the side of the road like a dumb tourist…which was basically how I was dressed…old jumper and jeans with a small rucksack, playing the innocent.
I had had enough of all of them...I was starving to the point of going into a dead faint and I needed to get to shops and food fast...
This is where it gets funnier…the soldiers believed my story…they had just been up to the house to attend a ‘false alarm’…SPIELBERG couldn’t remember a thing…the house hadn’t been broken into and nothing was stolen…and then they find this mad tourist who has wandered into the forest but is nowhere near to the house.
Anyway, firstly they searched me and only found a tourist’s camera…
I told them that I had walked in through a hole in the fence…one of them questioned that one…to which I retorted ‘how else would I have got in’ and pointed them vaguely in the direction of where we had come in and he said to another guy in the truck ‘we‘d better go and take a look later‘ - none of them seemed too bothered - a tiresome aspect of their job…
I then told them that I wanted to meet the ‘indie film-maker’ JOHN WATERS and that somebody had told me that he lived up here…they drove me downtown…and dropped me off on a main road with lots of shops…they were very polite…and generous considering I had been picked up trespassing, after a ‘false alarm’…
So I guess that they were used to 'mad tourists' in HOLLYWOOD trespassing around the hills...
Anyway, I was in LOS ANGELES…with no money and a wallet of ID cards that didn’t mean anything to me - with no real idea of why the hell I was there and what I was supposed to be doing…and I was VERY hungry indeed…and so I told a policeman that I had amnesia…he took me down to the police station.
They gave me a cup of water and a pasty…I felt much better.
They asked me if I knew who the MOSSAD was…of course I did…so, was I working for them?
No but I used to work for MI6...and they could ring up the CIA but it was the FBI who had my main files…at first, this was disbelieved…funny how they were so willing to believe that I was working for the MOSSAD…but not their own agencies…I suppose it must be quite common to get ‘amnesiac intelligence operatives’ in HOLLYWOOD…mind control spies who lose their memory and end up at the police station…
…the police eventually rang up the CIA…and went through the same protocol that MACDONALD was to do in SHANGHAI…an FBI guy then came on the phone (I could hear the conversation - I was sitting on a chair by the wall - beside reception)…who sounded rather like MARK R…who freaked out when he heard that I had been given something to eat…then told the officer to give me a sedative and let me sleep somewhere until they came to pick me up…and to treat me like ‘gold-dust’…
So what was the above all about? In relation to myself and ROS it was the fact that mind control slaves are generally in very young child alters and NOT allowed to eat whilst on a job…it breaks the mind control programming…yet we were both so starving by that point that all we could think of was eating…additionally, if you eat whilst on a job…you get to remember what happened, far more quickly and easily…which the powers that be, would prefer you not to…
I remember them joking about it afterwards…’she hitched a lift downtown with the soldiers’…they had thought that I would be shot…
I have never ever understood the ILL or intelligence agencies…I balls-up virtually every operation I have ever been forcibly sent on but they insist on using me, for some reason…
Anyway, whatever happened to SPIELBERG at that point, was to prove positive for myself…I got back to HARWICH told the lawyer that the ILL FILM was no longer going ahead and that the ILL were about to be exposed…and he agreed with me…
...desperate measures, just to get a pasty...
I suppose that the above was rather similar to letting myself be caught after that 'nude gathering in that LONDON park' photograph...by the POLICE and CID...
Under mind control...nobody wants to be under mind control and forced to do strange things...and it is not as if you are even paid to do them...I had no real idea what any of them were up to and for most of the time...I just wanted to escape and to expose mind control...what was happening to me...but upon that particular day in the HOLLYWOOD HILLS...I just wanted to eat...literally starving...
OTHER NOTES:
Something came back to me in relation to the MOSSAD operation upon the BEC CITADEL...
Once I had located a survivor...made him fall over the bannister to the floor below...and he had broken his leg...I told the HEAD OF THE MOSSAD and he brought another operative in...and I 'watched' something that I had never seen before...the operative went into the man's head and killed him...just like that...
It was akin to watching something like acupuncture and 'pressure/power points'...within the mind.
Until this point - I had no idea that this was possible...but it was...the switching off of the man's life support systems...
...desperate measures for desperate times...it was extremely important to make sure that not one of them lived...
When I think of those years that followed 2001...and the fact that I had told the LA police that I wasn't working for the MOSSAD...this wasn't strictly true...if I had given them an accurate description...I would have had to say:
"I appear to be working for MI6/CIA/FIB/MOSSAD all at the same time..."
FIB...why did FBI come out as FIB...I suppose because they were my uber-control masters...PHEOBE...
I just got shunted around from pillar to post by the lot of them...pass the parcel time...they used me and handed me on...and every time I was with the next bunch...they asked me what had happened in relation to the previous bunch and so on...they all seemed very friendly with one another...
A group that comprised of SCARLETT/BASSNETT/COLLIE in the UK...the WESTWINGERS/CIA/FBI in New York....and that MOSSAD group based at an Israeli airforce base...not forgetting MR PUTIN who was a bit left out, most of the time but was integral to everything that happened...
I do not suppose that any of them trusted each other at all but I sense that they had to in terms of 'comrades in arms', in order to get to the bottom of whatever they were trying to get to the bottom of...
Additionally - last night I had images of that CEO of the RBS who has been in the news recently...
He had been at the TEMPLAR CASTLE...and oddly enough...he wasn't a 'bad guy' at all...quite reasonable.
He was the CEO after all and not the owner of the bank...something was up though...and I sensed a poisonous shell behind him...and that poisonous shell was SUE WALKER...she was his programmer...
I remember being asked into THE PRINCES' room to be interviewed...and SUE WALKER was there...and she wouldn't leave...and eventually they told her:
"Thank you SUE - you can leave now - we know that you are a faithful and obedient servant."
She was rubbing her hands together with anxiety...why?
...because she thought that I had rumbled her and that I would tell all...
SCARLETT was to tell me later about SUE at school...I can remember it all now...SUE was a complete psychotic...SCARLETT told me that he had lost count of the times that she had asked for me to be murdered...and then she switched to SUE WHALLEY (once ROSS had asked her out)...
SUE WALKER had decided to be ILL in a big way and from a very young age...she was always doing jobs for RIMINGTON and TOMLINSON...then she would ask for a reward and that 'reward' was normally a request for somebody to be murdered...somebody that she was jealous of...
...SCARLETT added that if SUE had had a fire-arm as a teenager...she would probably have gone into H FORM ROOM and shot the lot of us...she hated us all with such a venom...pure poison...a completely poisonous 'shell'.
It is horrifying to look back on it all now...that is how some people become and at a very young age...and nobody in that form room had any real idea...she saw us everyday...and we antagonised her...
Only ROSS was clued up...because he had really got on the wrong side of her...and also HELEN BROWNE...
I had asked HELEN about her whilst still at school...and she had simply said that she had always thought WALKER to be mad...and advised me to simply avoid her...
I mean it takes a poisonous shell to ask for somebody to be murdered - simply because you are jealous of them...it is criminal and horrifying...
I can only remember RIMINGTON telling me that I could have a 'reward' once in my life...after I had stolen that manual for her, out of her own office...so that if anything went wrong, that I would take the blame...
I knew that she wouldn't give me anything big and so I said that I had always liked fish and chips...I was starving at the time...all I could think of was food...same old story...and so she said 'go and buy yourself some' and that was it.
...and I can remember that it was PUTIN who had found WALKER out first...but then he was like HUMPHREY out of YES, MINISTER...he understood 'power behind the scenes' only too well...
...and so he began to 'court' her...and nobody could understand why...we just thought it was 'funny'...but he was on to something...and he then left off...and so he must have found what he was looking for...and I suppose that WALKER was 'dealt with' at that point...
SHELL comes up so often...
ROYAL DUTCH SHELL mind control slaves...
The 'PINK ALIENS' who told me that this planet had become BLACK SHELL BEACH...and a danger to the entire Universe...
http://proudtobecheap.blogspot.com/
The new BLOG OF NOTE today - has a post left upon it which reads:
Meeko Fabulous said...
Congrats on being a BoN. :) I loved this post! Hope you don't mind if I follow.
July 30, 2009 4:14 PM
Now this type of post occurred upon MYSHKA’s blog of note…the ‘congratulations upon being a BON’…
So what is this BON club?
It reminds me of the ‘BON VOYAGE’ post from ‘aferryto’…and how that had puzzled me…although it shouldn’t…an obvious thing to say in that sort of line of business…but it worried me…it signified more than just ‘have a good trip’…
Additionally, I have found out that BON is a type of TIBETAN BUDDHIST practice…that historically, involved blood rites…
http://proudtobecheap.blogspot.com/
So whose blog is this?
It was most probably either created at the TEMPLAR CASTLE or later on, by one of MACDONALD’s crowd…
Would it be too much to guess that this is SUE WALKER’s blog?
I sense that it could easily be…
Her LABELS at the end of the blog are:
Labels: insurance companies, PDD-NOS, psychiatric disorders
Does that sum her up?
What would sum her up?
The GREEN, GREEN GRASS OF HOME…
I can also sense MARK R’s sense of humour at work here…somebody who thinks that the GRASS IS ALWAYS GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE…
A very JEALOUS type of person…
...and also this descriptive phrase:
MAD BOASTINGS OF A CHEAPSKATE MUM
He didn’t like her much, did he? But then nobody did…as HELEN BROWNE had observed many years before…she was as mad as a hatter and in a diabolical way…the sneakiest person at school…but none of us had guessed just how mad…although SCARLETT knew…and had tried to protect us by denying her requests.
Yet by that point…WALKER was extremely wealthy indeed…she had done well out of being a ‘faithful and obedient servant’ to the CROWN…
TOMLINSON loved WALKER…one of his favourite slaves but then she was a SHELL slave…just like him and so on his ‘network’…
Rebecca said...
Congrats on the BON! I'm so glad you were honored because now I get to follow you! I'm anxious to hear a meds update from camp! SHEESH! You'd think someone could sneak a Bible thump to the back of a kids head (or is that too sacreligious?)
July 30, 2009 7:07 PM
So what is the BON CLUB all about then?
Let me think now…this was WALKER’S blog…and she had a relationship with that CEO…was she his WIFE…or his ILL WIFE…I cannot remember…
Carolina said...
Just another congrats among the others --> I just had to come and say hi, so.. "hi there" :)
After reading your blog of stolen medicines etc, I cannot say nothing but give you a huge hug -I know, hugs doesn´t pay the bills.. I so wish there´s someone to help you out, that´s just too cruel!
Blessings,
Carolina
July 30, 2009 9:04 PM
‘stolen meds’ - so what was WALKER really up to? RIMINGTON had got her a job after 6th Form College as a ‘biologist’ in a lab…
It wouldn’t surprise me if she was now in charge of those ‘swine flu’ injections…not one bit.
I have just had an attack of sneezing…she is - isn’t she? Connected with the above…you would have to have somebody with a really psychotic nature to deal with the above…and not ‘care’ about those she harmed…
WALKER is instrumental in this whole SWINE FLU VACCINATION project...check her out.
Last point here…because this blogspot is making me feel sick…OPSI…PEST…RAILS…
WALKER has put up three progamming commands in RED:
‘optimistic’ ‘pessimistic’ ‘realistic’…
Not what I would describe as WALKER’s state of mind but there you go…
Work this one out:
The Redhead Riter said...
It seems they are...not home during the day.
Optimism :o)
July 31, 2009 12:39 AM
OPTIMISM means PO as in micro chipped mind control slave…radio-controlled…OPSI…
“Optimistic: It seems they are nice people (because mailmen can tell what a person is like by what kind of mail they get, right??)and I am sure they will return your package promptly.”
This is what ROS was trying to trigger in a prison guard and so these people must have been de-chipped…what a relief.
Thank G-d SCARLETT was really on the ball at that point...he must have ordered mass de-chipping...
What is the metaphor going on here about the POST OFFICE in relation to PARCELS?
I would guess it means people like me…passed around like parcels…
Her obsession with THOMAS THE TANK ENGINE…just like MARK R watching the ‘trains crash’ for fun as in top CIVIL SERVANTS…
PEST/PESSIMISTIC…now this is related to BUDAPEST programming in some way…the BUDDHA and the PEST…that is what we were told…that we were all PESTS…and now the ILL are planning to exterminate us…
BUDDHA and the BON religion…
What a frightful morning...it just gets worse, doesn't it?
However, having got that one out of my system...I am much more cheerful...it is all slowly being exposed...brought to light...
A little more detail upon what happened in the HOLLYWOOD HILLS…
Firstly - when ROS and myself were standing in the kitchen - supposed to be looking for bugs…we could be seen by MACDONALD and CO who had SPIELBERG on the floor…they could see us between the cupboards and the kitchen surface…which looked onto an open space and fireplace…where they had him…
The fridge was on the far side of the kitchen and if we had opened it and tried to eat from it…that would have been in full view of MACDONALD…and I remember that we both simultaneously ‘clocked’ that one as we entered the kitchen…ravenously hungry…I noted ROS look at the fridge and then back at the men…then go for the cupboards where the jars/tins/packet food was kept…she got lucky…found a few raisins…and she was taller than me…so she could hide her face by the cupboard and her hand to her mouth…but I was too short…and I could only find an unopened chocolate bar that looked edible…and the rustling of the wrapping and silver paper alerted MACDONALD to what we were up to…
So then we had to quickly go into action and do what we had been told to do in the first place…
So ROS must have been almost fainting with hunger too, by that point…
Anyway, I can now remember MACDONALD telling me afterwards…with the SWISS CONTROLLER that we wouldn’t have fainted…they had both got to that ‘stage’ before…that stage of hunger and fear of passing out…but you could go on for several hours more, before you actually did pass out…
Once back in the forest again…all I could think about was getting down the mountain to the shops…where we could get food…then the truck came along and I thought ‘get a ride’…I am up here…food is down there…get on the truck…and in point of fact, they gave me some chocolate on the way down…it was on the dashboard…I had to ‘push’ to get some…telling them that I was hypoglycaemic…rather than ‘I’m part of a starving CIA mind control slave swat team who has just broken into SPIELBERG’s house and microchipped him’…
…because I am assuming that is what they were…but one can never be sure of anything…
Notes to the BRITSH ARMY…if you use your 6th sense in the field…and think that there are a ‘load of rabbits’ out there…do not be too sure…it could be a CIA swat team…
I can see now that this is what we had all been told to PROJECT…and I can remember everyone being given a different type of rabbit…hence OBAMA being ‘black rabbit’…TOMLINSON was a white rabbit with black/brown/tan splodges and so on…
A soldier has to develop his 6th sense in the field…in order to suss out the enemy hidden in any terrain…they have to use their ‘psychic radar’ in order to sense whether there are any human beings out there…
However, if you are dealing with trained PSI operatives who are projecting RABBIT…that is what you will pick up…’a load of rabbits in those woods’…
Size of a rabbit…
One can also see how this can go horribly wrong in the sense of ‘size of a duck’ in relation to CHENEY shooting a CIA aide…
Not a good idea to project DUCK when you are on a hunting/shooting/fishing trip…particularly not if the men in question are all off their heads on drugs and given to hallucinations…
However, one can see that once you are on a ‘job’…you cannot remember your programming necessarily and will project RABBIT or DUCK unconsciously…
Secondly, I can now remember what MACDONALD thought it would be a good idea for me to PROJECT at this present time:
‘Sheep in wolves clothing - wolf in sheep’s clothing.’
‘Keep them on their toes’ he said.
So I guess that this is what I have been projecting so far and unconsciously…
Thinking about that one…it probably worries the dogs around here, more than anything…’wolf or sheep’…’wolf or sheep’…no wonder that alsatian looks at me in a rather cross-eyed way…
In relation to WALKER...now I can remember what SCARLETT was talking about...
We were about 14 years old and in the CHEMISTRY LAB as a form room...
I was quite early and so was WALKER...we were sitting at the desk nearest to the door...the rest of our 'table' hadn't arrived...
WALKER looked at me and said in a sly and menacing way 'I've got a gun and I'm going to use it'...
I immediately got a telepathic flash of a gun in her bedroom...
I reported this to SCARLETT.
Who had given her the gun?
I do not know but suspect RIMINGTON...
SCARLETT obviously had a lot on his hands at that point...why he couldn't get rid of RIMINGTON...I have no idea.
It was the sort of insane horror that I do not suppose that the UK had experienced at that point...a schoolgirl going mad with a gun...in point of fact, it hasn't happened yet in this country as far as I know...
...but it happened in IRELAND and THE BOOMTOWN RATS wrote a song about it:
"I don't like MONDAYS."
A young teenager just like WALKER who had gone berserk...
I am getting very confusing information here:
MOSSAD says that WALKER is in a PIT now…and they showed me an image of one and her in it…
…metaphorically or literally?
The monstrous regiment and the PRINCES are saying that WALKER has an office over PADDINGTON STATION…
SCARLETT explained to me what had been going on during my teenage years...apparently the whole of the UK had gone insane because of MIND CONTROL...it wasn't just the likes of RIMINGTON and WALKER...and he was trying to fight fires all over the place...his job was to continue with the mind control and at the same time...keep it under wraps and make sure that people didn't go completely insane, in public...
On top of it all - AMADEUS told me that WALKER would have ‘turned over a new leaf’ by this point in the ILL GAME and he is normally correct as far as I can see…but I am not so sure…how could she have done…she was so ILL and for all of her life…SCARLETT says ‘of course she hasn’t - he is just playing a game, that’s all’…what sort of game, then?
‘They are playing around with our lives’ he shouted back down the network.
THE PRINCES would like the 'monstrous regiment' to know that they are now using the 'lizard frequency' to help them...not to harm them...
Has the whole world gone crazy?
...and:
"SCARLETT knows..."
...and:
'EM-BAR-RA-SING-LY OB-VIOUS'
Another ‘conversation’ with the lizard frequency used by the PRINCES:
“TER RIF FY ING”
“The MOSSAD know what we are talking about…”
So if SCARLETT and the MOSSAD know…when do I get to know?
“‘john waters’ can bring something to the table…”
A mind control object?
Give me an image…
Crystal ball? I seem to remember him telling us to look into one and then to use the image to clear our minds…a form of meditation…
“He knows…”
So I just have to wait until ‘john’ tells me…
“You have to wake up and remember…”
No I don’t - you can just tell me…
“Fish bowl….all caught in the fish tank…”
“London aquarium…little boys…”
I see - this was your programming…
“We all have to learn how to ‘surface’ again…”
They also said something about learning how not to SPLUTTER...whatever that means...as if we were 'fish' pulled out of a tank...
I suppose that I have lost any ‘credibility’ that I might have had, after the last admission (to those who actually believe my story)…in relation to being starving and hitching a lift downtown Los Angeles with a truck of soldiers…from the Hollywood hills and the enclosed forest grounds, surrounding Spielberg’s residence…
All I can say is that I hope that I have entertained you all…but that if SUE WHALLEY had been in the same situation…she would have been much funnier…she would probably have got the soldiers to get out of the jeep and taken a photograph of them all, with her in the group…happy, smiling people…AND kept the camera into the bargain…she could always twist men around her little finger…without even knowing it…and without anybody seeing it as a ‘calculated’ thing…which it never appeared to be.
I can imagine her coming back from a holiday in the STATES and saying ‘I don’t remember taking this one at all’ and then bursting into laughter - so much so that the tears would run down her face…whilst pointing out herself, in the middle of a bunch of GIs, standing in front of a jeep, downtown Los Angeles.
I remember being in the jeep…it was more of a jeep than a truck…and being asked my name and thinking ‘Oh G-d who am I supposed to be today’ and so simply got out the wallet and produced a card for the driver to look at it…far easier than making up a name and then being asked for ID and the two not matching…and it looked rather convincing, I thought, at the time…as in ‘you don’t believe what I am saying and so I won’t bother talking…I shall just give you the ID’…
(I can now understand TOMLINSON and his wallet of cards, at SCHIPOL airport…flicking through them until he got to the FRENCH POLICE ‘orange card’ ID…which worked…odd because we were in HOLLAND at the time - and he had other ‘international agency ‘cards which he had shown first…but upon reflection, it was probably the COLOUR that had worked on that airport security guard…)
It is a funny thing - that the soldiers took my camera but didn’t detain me and so it is probable that I was projecting CIA to them…if I had been projecting MOSSAD or MI6 - then I would have been arrested…as it was…they were probably using their 6th sense and thinking…this is the CIA (again)…what are they up to…let’s take the camera and find out…
I mean finding a ‘mad female tourist’ who was acting in a very child-like way…at the side of the road, AFTER a ‘false alarm’ at SPIELBERG’s residence…maybe the US military are used to dealing with CIA mind control slaves…they must certainly know about them…and particularly in HOLLYWOOD.
“Oh it’s another CIA swat team trying to break into SPIELBERG’S residence - give them a lift home, mate”…or whatever the Americans call each other in the Army…
Upon that note, we could have all got a lift downtown Los Angeles…
I walked to M&S this afternoon and saw another RIMINGTON/ROS/TOMLINSON trap as in a policeman standing upon an island in the middle of the road, making notes…I wondered what he was making notes on…and remembered just in time…
This sounds like crazy stuff but it isn’t…he was watching the zebra crossing and noting down the appearance of all of the people who didn’t bother to use the red/green light system and simply walked across whilst no cars were about…apparently this is soon going to be an ‘offence’…if it isn’t already…and that diabolical trio had wanted me trapped by this and reported back…so naturally I pressed the button at the pedestrian crossing and waited until it was ‘lawful’ to cross (despite all of the people who were hurrying past me and across the road)…can you believe the shit that I have to go through and upon a daily basis? No let up…it is very tiring…having to ‘remember just in time’…
Why was he taking notes and not simply using CCTV…apparently he had to make a note of colour…doesn’t come out well on CCTV - or not on that particular camera…to be able to ‘get’ these people later on…his notes were going to be ‘back up’ - in addition to the CCTV.
So what now? Are these people going to get a ‘knock on the door’ after they have been traced?
This is so crazy…it is truly scary…and the police must know it…but everybody wants to hold onto their jobs nowadays…few and far on the ground…
Why couldn’t he just ‘arrest’ them on the spot…who knows…it all goes on files…held against you…a STASI STATE in the making…watch DAVID ICKE’s site for details on SOCIAL WORKER manipulation of the POLICE to snatch children…and to drive sane people to a ‘place of safety’ in order to be assessed as ‘insane’ and have all of their human rights taken from them…
The POLICE are caught between the devil and the deep blue sea…’you want a job - you do as you are told’…
As I had found out in 2004...in relation to meeting up with HEAD OF MI6 'JOHN SCARLETT'...members of the BRITISH ARMY and the SAS...nobody had a clue about what SCARLETT was up to or why...and they wanted to find out...
So to with the US MILITARY in relation to the CIA, one supposes...
"What are they up to?"
I have no idea what photographs were upon that camera...but I am assuming that none of them were of the CIA 'swat team'...they never allowed anybody to take photos of themselves...and deleted any that were taken by mistake...but one could get an idea of where they had been, I suppose, in relation to the landscape photography etc...
Yet the photographs left on the BLOGS OF NOTE had all had the DATE/TIME changed...and I can 'hear' FBI top programmer MARK R laughing...saying 'no chance'.
The FBI at its highest levels - leaves nothing to chance, apparently.
...but is it healthy, MARK R...to lead the ARMY (US or UK) on a wild goose trail as to what you are really up to?
This appears to be a 'divide and conquer' strategy...
...and within this BLOG they are probably finding out more than they ever needed to know (if they didn't know it already) - was that part of your plan?
I mean, GENERAL HOAG was no 'stranger' to mind control...nor was the ISRAELI airforce, in later years...and they were not seen to be 'part of intelligence' but were hooked up to it in a big way...so much so that they knew everything that it was possible to know...
MIND CONTROL is no big secret in the military - one can assume that much...only the 'foot soldiers' do not know...
...and it doesn't matter whether you are in 'military intelligence' or another specialised field such as 'airforce' etc...or indeed, what country you are from...US/UK/ISRAEL etc.
...and as I have said before...it is only when 'mind control' impinges upon general CIVILIAN populations, that it really becomes a problem...
...and so much of a problem in the UK...that within the 1970s...SCARLETT hardly knew where to turn...his 'duty' was to keep on running mind control courses...insane courses...that produced insane people who went hideously off the rails...and then he had to 'fight fires' to prevent it becoming public knowledge.
...and I wrote it all up in the HARRY POTTER books...but with an ILL spin to please my 'masters'...the ROYAL FAMILY in the main...
...I wrote about 'wizards and witches' who could 'memory modify'...if they were ever seen and remembered by CIVILIAN POPULATIONS ('muggles')...so as to make sure that nobody knew what BRITISH INTELLIGENCE was up to...
Black Rabbit said...
...poor old ROWLING...her programmers told her everything (she was a mind control slave, as much as the rest of us, despite her BANKER 'daddy' buying her out of the cult)...
...they named and shamed her in front of the TEMPLARS in that auditorium of the TEMPLAR CASTLE in 2001...dragged her out on stage, naked and with an electric collar around her neck...
...they then told all assembled that she hadn't written a word of those books...
...one might feel sorry for her if she wasn't another WALKER type personality but with the additional 'princess' complex...she had been brought up to be an ASHKENAZIM princess who looked down on everybody who wasn't ASHKENAZIM and a banker's daughter...
WALKER had been brought up by her mother who had struggled to make ends meet after her father had left the family home...BIG difference.
Perhaps that is why AMADEUS was telling me that WALKER had 'reformed'...even if it wasn't true...
Perhaps he wanted me to understand that it was important to have the 'milk of human kindness' here...
A difficult number - considering just how mad SUE WALKER was...and is, if she is still around...considering what she wanted to do to all of H CLASS and would have done if SCARLETT hadn't stopped her 'I don't like MONDAYS' etc...
It is a CATHOLIC thing to me...to have this 'milk of human kindness'...and even if AMADEUS was in the process of changing his colours from CATHOLICISM to ISLAM (which isn't noted for 'tolerance' of any description)...
...I wonder...I had told AMADEUS everything I knew about WALKER...basically how I had probed her to tell me what was the problem...
...and to her it was being 'mixed race'...although nobody had ever made a mention of that one, at school...and I should know...I had to sit next or near to her from JUNIOR to SENIOR SCHOOL...but it was all in her head...so who had put it in her head?
Step forward RIMINGTON and TOMLINSON...
So many people had light brown hair, dark brown eyes and white skin...why did she feel 'strange'?
Step forward the above people...
Additionally, the missing top of one of her thumbs and the 'strange' garage accident...
She told me that one of those large aluminium doors had 'fallen on her thumb'...and I had laughed at the time in perplexity...not possible...
She had assured me that it was true...and got angry with me because I couldn't believe it...
So now I know what happened to SUE WALKER...she must have been an extreme rebel to those like RIMINGTON and they had chopped off the top of her thumb...to the joint...
Just like the FRENCH JOOS...although they were not FRENCH...LEONARD spoke FRENCH but he lived in CLACTON...and he was as English as you or me (maybe not a good phrase but true, all the same)...
LEONARD professed himself to be a FRENCH JOO...but he lives in CLACTON...work that one out...
Okay, he is probably JOOISH and he spoke French well...so why do I think that he was actually of POLISH origin?
...and what SCARLETT was trying to say all along...
People are people and you get the really EVIl and the really GOOD within every religion and walk of life...
You also get them in terms of every colour of skin and every ethnicity...
SUE WALKER playing the 'race card' as an explanation for her hatred of me didn't wash...I knew that she hadn't suffered any racial abuse and for all of her life...and upon asking around...all I got was 'she's mad'...as in she has strange thoughts in her head...nobody had even ever thought of her as 'mixed race'...she didn't look that much different from the norm, if at all..of what passes for English...(but maybe her programmers had known who her father was and racially abused her because of him - typical RIMINGTON behaviour - she called TOMLINSON a WOG).
So she was lying to me about that one...she wasn't lying about the garage door though...
Last night - the whole thing came back...it was the garage at the bottom of 14 Saint Bernards Road...
RIMINGTON, my father and SUE were there...RIMINGTON ordered SUE to open the garage door...
In retrospect, this all looks premeditated...
SUE began to cry and refused...obviously she didn't know how...she must have been about 10 at the time...
RIMINGTON looked at me and told me that this was going to be a lesson for me, concerning those who disobeyed her...
She told my father to get hold of SUE...he did so with his hand over her mouth...RIMINGTON produced a knife from her handbag...one of those that CHEFS use...and you can guess what happened...then my father bound up her thumb and drove her to casualty upon RIMINGTON's orders...
SUE's version of the above later on was that she had got herself to casualty and rung up her mum later on...telling her that it was her own garage door and not that of my family's...
RIMINGTON had told her to say that it was the garage door, for some reason.
So AMADEUS...I can feel a certain amount of sympathy with her - she didn't deserve it but why the extreme hatred of me, afterwards?
I was only a child too...it was my father and RIMINGTON who had done this to her...
...and why did SUE take this lesson to heart and not myself...I suppose it is obvious...the trauma involved.
SUE then built up this hatred of me surrounding 'I am mixed race and you are white' - untrue - I was 'mixed race' too.
Sue also told me -you are middle-class and I am working class because my mother works as a secretary and your parents are doctors. Again untrue in relation to my mother being of working-class origins...and if she really hated the middle-classes - almost everybody at school was middle-class in Solihull and so why me?
In short she had built up this wall of hatred against me - using everything that she could think of...because she had that 'garage horror' in the back of her mind - she didn't dare to attack the programmers and so she attacked me instead.
Perhaps it was because I felt complicit within the crime against her (even though I wasn't)...and that was what enabled WALKER to get a hook into me...she tried to bully me at school but because she was disliked in general - she didn't get far.
She then built up a wall of hatred against almost everybody...as she admitted to me...apart from one strange girl who claimed to be working-class but lived in a largish modern house on an estate in a middle-class area, DEBORAH somebody...her father was a bigwig in the local police force (and he sounded middle-class NOT working class)...and I was abused at his house...perhaps in retaliation...and under RIMINGTON'S instructions...
Anyway, the 'race card' and the 'class card' is wearing pretty thin with me...so if you want to be called a 'mixed race' and marginalised person WALKER...let me just say this: it is people like YOU who are selling Africa (and the Colonies) up the swanney by your allegiance to the ILL CULT...you are the biggest coward and traitor out...get real.
The 1st of August...Saturday morning...
LEVEL 17...heaven 17
This reminds me of something...last night I remembered meeting 'john waters' again and also his friends...but at a strange but positive ceremony.
It must have been in the USA but I have no idea where...
They were channelling in a group...I was privileged to have been the only woman allowed to attend one of their ceremonies...
They wore differently coloured long robes...with gold embroidery...
I remember standing in the middle of the group and levitating...
'john waters' had told me beforehand that they only channelled positive energy and that they blocked anything negative...I was surrounded by 'love' and not anything that one might describe as 'black magic'...
Was it a sort of cleansing ceremony?
Perhaps they were simply proving to me what they could do...how far their spiritual gifts had developed.
The whole thing takes me back to BLACKHEATH where 'john waters' and his friends had done a similar thing with me as a child...the interest in spiritualism was the same...channelling positive forces...but also knowing how to block negative ones.
I suppose that the above must have some relation to what I am doing now...raising the energy so that I could perform at a 'higher level'.
I thought about EMOTIONS last night and intensely…
How much I had loved my childhood home in LONDON…despite all of the attendant horrors…
How much I loved the area…LEWISHAM/BLACKHEATH/GREENWICH…how I loved it fiercely…this passionate love of the place…everything had merged into one…the strange people around and their varied circles of friends - they all fascinated me…from every walk of life…the energy force-field of that area…the parks, the nature…those huge trees everywhere…the bomb sites…and how it had all come back to one figure and that was ‘john waters’…he was my ‘real’ father…and he had taught me how to be a ‘great magician’…how to remote-view…how to fly…this was all mixed up with the terrible abuse…the torture in order to get me to disassociate…and that gave my nostalgia for the place, this terrible beauty…including the centre of LONDON…everything about LONDON fascinated me…every train/bus ride to the centre, as a child…
…and when my family had to move to SOLIHULL and BIRMINGHAM which seemed ‘soul-less’ in comparison…it was like being thrown out of HEAVEN…it was literally heart-breaking…outside of the gates of heaven, that is what it had felt like…
My sister and brother both moved back to BLACKHEATH in order to begin their families…but it had become yuppified since the 1990s and my sister’s family had to move out…too expensive…but ED and his family are still there…he appears to have a similar bond to the place, as myself…
I then thought about how every time I had gone back to the place…how it was like visiting a jilted lover in a way…it was as if the place was asking me ‘why have you come back - you have been away for so long - you aren’t wanted here anymore - you don’t fit in - everything changes’…and I used to leave with a sense of wounded nostalgia. It was still the same to an extent but I no longer fitted in…and I still had this enormous love of the place…
I then thought about how the whole experience was rather like being in POLAND and how all of those strange people had come together at that time 1992-4 in KATOWICE...and how the feeling had been similar to that of BLACKHEATH but for a much shorter time…the psychic phenomenon of like-minded souls, ending up at the same place…the same must have been true of BLACKHEATH in the 1960s…and the force-field was something to do with layers of soul experience…this wealth of experience, in the ether, around you…
That cheered me up…it wasn’t just one place…it could be anywhere…and it was all about souls…it could happen again…’heaven’.
I then thought further about this ‘force-field’ of souls…and how we were like bright lights…all interconnected…and how at certain points in time…it was almost like looking at a whirlpool of lights that had specifically come together to complete something…rather like looking at the Milky Way….constellating and then dispersing again…
…and it is the mind of a child…the emotions of a child…which can perceive ‘heaven’…
I suppose that in comparison to BLACKHEATH and surrounding areas…SOLIHULL and POWERGEN represented a place where the ILL were trying to put the LIGHTS out…trying to throw them out…a sterility and aridity around me…a material world of acquisition…being made to do disgusting things and then getting ‘material rewards’ in return, which turned to ashes in the mouth…
I then thought about the TRIPPIN’ RABBI…and how the CIA knew about this guy…he didn’t work for them…if there was some music on in the street…he would naturally ‘trance out’ and dance…he wasn’t on drugs…I find that incredibly cute…why not…that is how LONDON was in the 1960s…his belief was that he was dancing for G-d…because the emotion took hold of him…the ‘lack of awareness’ of those around him, was a bit worrying but apart from that…it just makes me laugh…life should be that crazy, in places…
I would guess that in the UK and in the current climate - that guy would be taken to a 'place of safety' and pretty quickly...
For the last couple of days and every single evening and night…until the early hours of the morning…there is a new occupant of the room opposite to me…and he (sounds like a bloke) lets himself into that room with a severe jangling of a large bunch of keys…and then locks himself in again…or gets something and locks the place up again…and this goes on intermittently until the early hours…what is going on with that room, now?
I get it...the whole 'john waters' thing was with the CIA/WEST WINGERS...I could 'sense' them under the robes but quite a few other people too...whom I hadn't met before...
Was this something to do with MARK R and his Christian group?
Was this something to do with EMET who turned up in Jerusalem to tell me that he had experienced many 'miracles' within radical Christian groups - once they had come together, in order to channel G-d/Jesus?
EMET had been an ILL CULT Satanist but it now 'bored' him...evil was boring...he much preferred the channelling of positive energy...and what it could do...a far better experience...he had even seen an 'angel'...EMET was a retired US military commander.
I can understand that one...positive energy is far more powerful and you never quite know what will happen...I can see what fascinated EMET about the channelling of positive energy...
Here is the new BLOG OF NOTE - they are changing almost every day now:
http://oldmanrunning.org/
I have seen this blog before…and I probably wrote the ‘I. love. You.’ upon it…my signature upon the MURDOCH article posts…the fullstop used inappropriately.
So is this all about MIRACLES?
I remember at the TEMPLAR CASTLE…I got back my childhood love of running…TOMLINSON had agreed to take me out on a training session every day…rather like being in the Army…you jog along…then you have to run as fast as you can…then back to jogging and so on until you have built up your speed…
I was so thin at the time - I had no extra pounds to weigh me down and after a while I had regained that great love of my childhood…being able to run like the wind…and through the forests surrounding the TEMPLAR CASTLE…I hadn’t been able to run for years, beforehand…the product of smoking and lack of exercise (apart from non-taxing breast-stroke and cycling around, at a gentle pace.)
That was the one good thing that I remember about being ‘re-programmed’…being able to regain my love of running and that extraordinary sense of freedom…not so much the loneliness of the long-distance runner but the ecstasy of it all…
Now I can see why ANDREW MARR had never given up his love of long-distance running...the incredible freedom that you feel...just by running through the countryside...although he ran anywhere that he could and every other day...20 miles or more...
So what is this blog all about then - mixed messages going on here:
Friday, July 31, 2009
Running literally saved my life
If you go back in this blog and read forward from May 19, 2004 you'll find out that my wife and I were in a serious auto accident and that I spent three weeks in the ICU, mostly in an induced coma. Twice the doctors called my family in because they didn't think I'd make it. I did make it, and after I left the ICU I went to another hospital for therapy. Each time a new nurse would come into the room, the nurse would say, "So, you're the runner I've heard about". In the months that followed the accident, I had surgery for a double hernia and six months of surgery for 10 Basal Cell skin cancers on my head. One of the cancers was as big around as a golf ball and 1/4 inch deep. I've had an interesting comeback with my running. Two years after the auto accident I ran the Great Salt Lake Half Marathon.
In the middle of January 2009 I ran 7 miles on Saturday and finished a 23-mile week. Two days later I could only walk 100 feet before I had to sit down and rest. I was attacked by a million blood clots (well not quite that many). I gained about 38 pounds of water-weight from swelling in my legs and thighs. I'm still recovering from those clots, and my weekly mileage currently is 4 1/2 miles, about half walking and half running.
I'm glad to be alive and I'm glad to still be running!
What is this quote at the bottom of the BLOG OF NOTE all about:
Exercise is done against one's wishes and maintained only because the alternative is worse -- George Sheehan
This guy sounds rather masochistic in a way...he is fascinated by what he can force his body to do...rather than running for the sheer love of it...his obsession is with his body as a sort of 'mechanism'...like running a car which keeps breaking down but you like speeding in it, all the same...
It reads like that...'well, I souped up the motor again...recharged the batteries but a hubcap came off at the lights...doesn't bother me...fix it up in the garage and off we go again...'
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So another ILL command designed to trigger ASTHMA I suppose...yes, that is correct.
No let up from the WICKED...
The 'BLACK SHELLS' are still out to get me...poisonous people...
In a way, MACDONALD leading his team upon that expedition up the hill and into SPIELBERG’s mansion…reminds me of RAGIN’ ABE SIMPSON…
I would like to thank the US SOLDIERS for giving me a lift down the mountain - you were helping out GENERAL HOAG’s daughter and he would have been proud of you…
So what went a bit wrong with that expo?…which looked a bit like SGT BRICK’s Crazy Company…
I can remember ROS doubled up in the living room of that wooden chalet in the lake…we had been staying there beforehand…she was clutching her stomach and groaning that she was ‘so hungry’…she hadn’t eaten for nearly 3 days…apparently you weren’t allowed to, before you went on a job…we were all starved beforehand…now where is the sense in that one? To put you into a ‘fight or flight’ syndrome?
The trek up the mountain beforehand, was too arduous…we had used up too much energy…and I was beginning to go into a dead faint…I knew that I would lose consciousness…and how would they get me back over the fence?
So ROS and I were doing the sensible thing in that kitchen…or not particularly sensible - we should have dealt with the bugs first…but when you are that hungry…you eat…that simple…it over-rides any other concerns…
…and now I can remember…after having managed to eat a bit of chocolate - having stopped myself from grabbing it off the dashboard…pretended to not be starving…just hypoglycaemic…and so forth…the soldiers were of the opinion (presumably I had picked up a transatlantic accent by then) that I was putting on my British accent…and they kept telling me to stop it…’you’re not fooling us’…and even worse…it was me who asked for the group photograph downtown…and I got it…but I had pushed my luck too far…I must have been high on the sugar from the chocolate…who knows…I guess they were all thinking by that time ‘CIA taking the piss…take the camera off her’…I don’t know what I was thinking of at the time…the unbearable lightness of being I suppose - high as a kite…and then I went and told a policeman that I was amnesiac…literally ‘turning myself in’…
…and that worried MACDONALD and MARK R considerably later on, what photographs were on it? Only a few of the forest…and none of them…as far as I could remember…but how could they be sure?
I can remember now - TOMLINSON telling us that he knew which mushrooms he could eat in the forest...and he popped a couple into his mouth behind MACDONALD and the Swiss Controller...that was his way of 're-booting' his system against that deathly feeling of about to lose consciousness because you are starving...
ROS and I weren't too sure...and so we left off the mushrooms...
I can remember now - ROS saying afterwards 'those 3 raisins kept me going'...and funnily enough, I know that this would have been true...a tiny amount but just enough to 're-start' your metabolic system again...
I wonder now - in relation the MARR's poetry about the RAISIN and the PECAN nut...
RIMINGTON had programmed my mother to bleed every time she went near those nuts in a green tin in her cupboard...which RIMINGTON had called PECAN NUTS...whether they were or not...
So what is PECAN nut related to...did I manage to get hold of a few...I cannot remember...but perhaps I did get a few nuts into my mouth...because I have a vague memory of being told to spit something out...
If that is the case RIMINGTON at her most vindictive - was punishing my mother via the symbol of the PECAN nut...
MARR and most probably MARK R behind him...was telling me that all of my problems began because of a FIGHT with ROS...
I think not...all of my problems began when you put me under mind control and stole all of the money from the HARRY POTTER books as so-called 'editors'...
...and then because I had such strong PSI powers, used me in your battles...despite the fact that I was a 'loose canon'...
...and you didn't pay me for anything - did you? Not one penny...
A mind control slave had left a small pile of human hair on the staircase this morning…and I flashbacked to 2004...RIMINGTON had wanted it left there to symbolise something…
I thought of that poem by PAUL CELAN - something about somebody wearing his hair…the year that he fell in love…it is a scary poem…and has references to Auschwitz…
I then thought HAIR/HARE…
So I picked it up and threw it out of the window…onto the wind…
I went for a walk down by the beach and as I was walking up again to the main road…all of the seagulls were circling around - high above my head…and I heard the monstrous brethren telling me that I now had the ‘CROWN of HEAVEN’ upon my head…that made me laugh…and I told them ‘no, I have the birds circling above me and that is much better than any ILL crown’…
I forgot to mention that upon that YELLOW bridge which overlooks the pier…somebody had left a ‘crown’…a palm leaf that had been stapled into a circle…as if to wear upon one’s head…and so I threw it off the bridge…along with another long palm leaf that hadn’t been made into a ‘crown’…
I also forgot to mention that the ILL stapled my foot to the top of the building next door…the MASONS made mention of this at breakfast…or rather the owner came in and told them that he had heard that somebody had had their foot stapled to the top of their worksite…with the large staple gun that they use…an industrial ‘stapler’…it was true…they had done that to me…however, the MASONS laughed an said that they hadn’t heard that one before…they weren’t there at the time…I remember crying with fear before they did it…
So if the lot of them aren't in lock-up hospitals by now...I would like to know why: RIMINGTON/TOMLINSON/ROS
http://naturalplane.blogspot.com/2009/07/amazing-photo-video-face-shaped-orb.html
...and this is what I have been talking about in relation to splintered souls who have been told to form a specific shape...SCARLETT knew all about it and told me that 'they' hadn't got very far with it...the soul swarms could only form very basic shapes...and this is what you can see here upon the above video.
The NEW AGERS appear to call this phenomenon ORBS...they appear to believe that the 'lifeforce' is either alien or angelic...
They haven't quite got it yet, have they?
This is SCIENCE...horribly advanced ILL science...and the soul is a scientific reality...you can 'chip' fragments off the living soul...then use the fragments to create a 'soul swarm'...and program each fragment to be a part of a whole...
SCARLETT told me in 2001 that the ILL had lost interest in creating a human body...trying to get the soul swarm to materialise a human body...an ADAM KADMON because the shape was too complex...and so they had decided to go for far more simple stuff...such as a fish or starfish...and now we have the GREEN MASK within this video...
Visiting DAVID ICKE's site today - I was struck by how many links to articles...turned up articles which the CIA/WEST WINGERS had posted comments under...
Notably today - a new article had turned up on VIGILANT CITIZEN about a CEMETARY in Staffordshire (?)...and I remembered going to visit it with RIMINGTON/TOMLINSON...and taking photographs...so this was another 'undercover job' in the UK?
To provide evidence which would then be released at a latter date...
RIMINGTON was so perverted though...she virtually had orgasms looking at all of that perverted sculpture...hideous, all of it...she loved the signification of DEATH...it gave her a sexual high.
I suppose this is similar to ILL men ejaculating after having been hung and then getting into self-asphyxiation...as an S/M practice.
I suppose this is similar to ILL men ejaculating after having been hung and then getting into self-asphyxiation...as an S/M practice.
I then decided to trawl the internet in general and typed in ROS BRADY to see what that would pull up...
ROSS BRADY upon a google image search brought up a photograph of ROSALIND BRADY in a train...and then I remembered...
Upon FACEBOOK...your first photograph is often as not...your top programmer...even though they change a lot...in terms of the selection of friends...somebody had told me this in the WEST WINGER suite...probably MARK R...and so it came as no surprise that there was a photograph of somebody who looked like the Swiss Controller...and then MACDONALD...I kept on clicking on the 'first friend photograph'...many times...until I got to a photograph of a YELLOW/ORANGE SCHOOL BUS...the face before it had been a GRANGER woman..
So that was the end of that little trail...
I then found a website that the CIA/WEST WINGERS had called the 'loveshack':
http://img511.imageshack.us/i/makeaz0.jpg/?a=V&ci=0&rt=6
They had composed this site to remind themselves visually of what they had to remember...so some very odd shots which are oddly named e.g. PUTIN looking mournful is labelled...mehjoo
http://img503.imageshack.us/i/map22ye8.jpg/?a=V&ci=0&rt=6
Check this map out - in RED/BLUE/GREY/WHITE...somebody thought that KAZAHKHSTAN...was very important in whatever ILL strategies are going on at this point in time and presumably in relation to IRAN...
KAZAHKSTAN - the home of the KHAZARS?
I should have noted this before but haven't had time to do any research upon it but a strange idea came into my head some time ago:
Firstly - the BIBLE and the TORAH claim that the whole 'story' is based in ISRAEL...
However the TURKISH MUSLIMS claim that it all happened in and around TURKEY...JESUS and MOSES...the whole lot.
ARCHAEOLOGISTS have tried to prove for decades, that it all happened around ISRAEL but have pretty much, come up with blanks so far...no evidence that the HEBREWS left EGYPT and settled in CANAAN etc...
All that is left of JERUSALEM are a load of TURKISH and ROMAN walls...in the main...which they built after destroying the first city...
Then you have the ROMAN SCRIBES who have left NO records that could back-up the BIBLE and the TORAH...apart from a brief note which was from HERODOTUS as I recall but hardly what one might call 'proof'...
So either the VATICAN is holding back these 'records'...or...what?
One knows that the bible was written and re-written many times over the centuries...revised many times...
Wouldn't it be easy to change TURKEY/KHAZAR to ISRAEL? Not hard for an editor to do...
http://img187.imageshack.us/i/spu2ln2.jpg/?a=V&ci=0&rt=
I know that the above images are very important indeed...
I know that these were from CHINESE INTELLIGENCE...
I know that they had put them together after remote-viewing the future and identifying key figures within in it...
They then took photographs of them before they were moved into place by the ILL...some of them were already in place such as MR PUTIN...this website was created in 2003.
You have to join up the dots between the images...and the titles of each photograph will give you a clue...
Yes, some of these were taken in CHINA weren't they?
http://img187.imageshack.us/img187/9175/captcpsmss6426030819534tb4.jpg
This one for example - I can tell from the decor and background that it was taken in the ACADEMIC CENTER of JIAO TONG SHANGHAI UNIVERSITY...so name the guys...
This is the whole URL:
http://img187.imageshack.us/
img187/9175/captcpsmss
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